Feels Like Forever

Shadows~

        I should be used to the stares i get as i walk down the hallways. Nobody ever lets me by without at least a glance. Faggot, gay boy, loser, dick licker. These words go through my head as if i can read their minds.

        I walked into my 9th hour class, making my way to the back of the room, near the windows to the desk where i usually sit at. I stopped when i noticed something. No, not a something.. Somebody. Somebody was sitting my seat. I think he notices me staring, and quickly looks over at me. Oh my, he was... Gorgeous. I ended up sitting two desks away from him, i wasn't going to ask him to remove himself from my seat. pft. nope.

        The class started, and i couldn't pay attention. This guy was hot, no joke. His hair is maybe a darkish dirty blonde. It wasn't to long, but his bangs swooped to the left, just above his eyebrows. I couldn't really get a good look at his eyes, but froth what i saw, they looked like a light blueish green. Maybe a bit of dull grey. He dressed like any normal striaght guy, which bugged me. Shit, he caught me looking. Agian. For like, the 4th time this hour.

        

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        The bell rang, notifying us the the day was now over. i usually wait until everybody in the room leaves, before i do. Yanno, so i don't give them a reason to say something to me. I slowly put my notebook and pen into my bag and rose to my feet. I noticed I bumped into somebody, and right away, i apologized. I looked up, noticing it was the boy who oh so rudely sat in my seat. I felt a wave of nervousness hit me, like the Titanic. "o-oh uh, uhm.. i'm sorry, i uhm..." I let out a small sigh, realizing that i obviously can't talk. "It's alright, don't worry about it." I glanced p at him. He was so tall! I noticed that his eyes were the exact color that i guessed them to be. "I'm Alex." he extended his hand, giving me a slight grin. I awkwardly took his hand, shaking it. "I'm Thomas.." I let go of his had. Shit, my hand are so sweaty. What the hell Thomas. "Can i call you Tom? for short?" I giggled quietly and nodded. "Thomas sounds way to formal, and I ain't all about that shit." I hear him laugh, and that was when i knew we would probably become good friends. Pft, i hope more but hey, look how staight this kid is.

        He walked to the doorway of the classroom then turned around. I saw him looking at me, and i blushed, hoping he didn't notice. "We're friends, right Tom?" i looked down at my hands, smiling to myself. "i-i guess so!" damn, i sounded way to excited. "good! come with me to my place." he smiled. I my heart started pumping and i felt like i was going to puke. This usually happens when i get really excited or nervous. I hope he doesn't notice, he might thinik i'm dying. Oh lord, i think i'm dying. "so that's a yes?" he questioned, till watching me. i snapped out of my gaze and nodded quickly. "yes! i just have to go to my locker really quick. "I'll walk with you." I kept my gaze towards the floor as i walked with him to my locker. I can't believe he is actually walking with me, let alone even talking to me! "You walk really slow." i heard him say. i didnt know what to reply with, so i just said what i would usually say to Andria.. "I try to keep myself in the shadows." He looked at me, then nodded. "You sir, are a strange little boy." He added, and i couldn't help but giggle and nod. I was so happy! eeekkk.