Addicted to your Faults

Let the games begin

Here I am crying outside in the cold night. Shoot why am I such a loser? Jace was right, I am pathetic. Gosh, why can't I disappear into oblivion. To never exist in the first place.

I looked at the people dancing not having a care in the world of who's dancing with them or simply touching them and drinking until they forget their name.At this point, memories of high school came flooding back. This is totally high school all over again with the teasing, the bulling, the bad nicknames , the mean popular guys and the treatment as if I were crap. My high school life was hell. I was those nerds with braces and huge glasses, I wore the most out of fashion clothes and had frizy hair. Mom had always told me that people shouldn't like you for how you look but of who you are.

I never listened to her words of advice and let others tell me who I was and where I belonged. That's why I was so excited to go to college and move to London where those memories were left behind and start a fresh. But everything in the past has come back due to Jace's hatered and bad treatment towards me. Why does he hate me so much to the point of breaking me. No. I shouldn't let him walk all over me. I promised myself that I wont be that kind of girl that is always shy and weak but to be stronger. Like Paulo Coelho the author of a book I read( Eleven minutes) said " To survive, you have to be strong and to be strong you have to be the best." And that what I do everyday in my Iife. Being the best in everything I do. I won't give up these fights with Jace . In fact, I'll be ready for him and fire back. It will be fire fighting fire and I don't care if it makes a bigger fire as long as I win, I will not care if I get burned.

So yeah, LET THE GAMES BEGIN.

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Inside just smells of sweat and alcohol. Turning my head towards the kitchen and find the person that dragged me here. Vicky was flirting with a hot guy with short blonde hair , tall and a body to die for. He looks like a frat boy. I can tell by his clothes. As I get closer to them, Vicky finally acknowledges my presence, stop's talking to the frat boy and turns to me.

I gasped. Her eyes were bloodshot, her makeup ruined, her hair frizy as if she just had sex and a crocked smile on her red lips. She started wobbling towards me and nearly hit her face on the floor if it weren't for the frat boy preventing that.

" Maryyyy. You look so pretttyyy." She was defiantly drunk.

" How about we take you to rest. Does that sound good?" When she didnt answer,I took her arm over my head and put my arm around her small waist. " Your definitely going to rest."

" Nooo I wanna kiss you." She smiled looking at my lips. Oh no! Is she bisexual?

" Ahh I don't think that's a good idea."

"Fine. Then I wanna kiss her." She pointed at a brurette walking towards us. Vicky escaped my hold, caught the girl and smashed her lips to the shocked girl. This was such a horrendous sight ! They started making out, hands taking an adventure on each others bodies not caring that people were staring and cheering. Disgusting was the definition of this situation.

" Fuck. Isn't that the sexiest thing I have ever seen." The frat guy said biting his bottom. Have people lost their heads while drinking their lives away? Since I was the only sane person here, I speratated the two and that's when Vicky passed out in my arms. I dragged Vicky towards the stairs. Gosh the girl was heavier than she looked.

" Wait. Hold up." The frat boy came jogging towards us. I wonder if he is in the football team because that body says so. I thought and didn't realize he was already in front of me.

" When she wakes up, tell her I had fun." He winked at me and continued. " Also give her this" Putting a piece of paper into Vicky's boobs I'm assuming its his number. I slapped his hands away but he just smirked regretting nothing. " Oh yeah and tell her my name is Jake." He said walking away. What has this generation become? Lords knows what else bad is going to happen in the future.

I started dragging Vicky up the stairs and when we reached the top, I had another mission to complete. Find a empty room for her. I entered a room full of people then closed it. This happened for the five doors I opened until I opened a door at the end of the hall. All I hear were moans, all I could see were two naked bodies slamming together and familiar dark brown hair I've grown to adore, familiar tattos at he back of the guy's neck and the familiar back I have memorized since the day he entered my dorm room but never knew there were thick scars on his back. When the guy turned his head slowly revealing his face, I nearly dropped Vicky who I forgot was still in my arms. The girl that was beneath him was blindfolded and bonded to the bed.

Jace had a very unreadable emotion on his face when he saw me. I shut the door and started moving backwards forgetting how to breathe or even talk. When turned my head to the other direction of the hall and dragged Vicky with me when the door flew open and shut with a loud bang. Jace started to take long steps to me.He was only wearing sweatpants. If only he weren't angry, I would have found him sexy. His brown eyes looked black and were burning with anger. His face had a stone cold expression. Okay Mary, this is where you run before you end up 60feet underground. My subconscious told me.

I am now scared of him. Heaven knows what he'll do. I step back as he stepped back.

" And where do you think your going" I didn't have time to catch up in the moment when the back of Jace's hand came in contact with my cheek. Hard.

It was like everything went slow motion. I was in so much shock to even shout or be angry. I put my hand to my burning face and raised my watering eyes to his.That's when I tasted rusty taste of blood in my mouth. Blood flowing down my jaw to the floor. Jace's eyes were wide as if he didn't expect to hit me. Well he did and he'll regret it. I stood up leave Vicky that I didn't even notice that she had slipped from my grip. I looked him in the eyes and raised my hand to hit him but he caught it before it touched him. He moved so close to my face that I could smell his warm minty breath. I prayed that he could hear my pounding heart but all he did was look deep inside my eyes as if he could see right through me

"Not this time. That was for slapping me earlier and for interrupting my orgasm." He said with a clenched jaw. " Or did you want to join? Well too fucking bad. I don't fuck ugly virgins but I do like to fuck others but not you." I don't know why but a smirk came onto my lips.

" The fuck you smirking about ?"Jace was clearly irritated by my reaction. So I pushed him away, went and grabbed unconscious Vicky and entered an empty room.Luckily there was a lock, so I Locked the room and headed into the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and Nearly lost my balance. My face was paler than ever, eyes wide, dry blood on my jaw and half my face with a nasty bruise. But the smirk was still glued to my face. So Jace you wanna play dirty? I'll show you how rough I can be. I won't be that girl that you think is holy and fragile. You just wait and see what I'm capable of doing. As I said LET THE GAMES BEGIN. And with that said I went to bed with that thought running in my head until sleep took over.

Sorry for updating so long. I'll try to do it faster. But please understand I have other things to do. Sooo how do you like the chapter? Comment your views on Jace, Mary, Josh and Vicky. Don't worry, David will come soon. And yeah, enjoy the book.