the florist/ h.s.

4

I accidentally push a few people as I walk behind Sophia, who is holding my arm and guiding me towards the kitchen where the drinks are
She mouths something but I can't hear her because the music is super loud
"Do you want tequila?" She says again, this time louder
I don't know if I want tequila, to be honest I drink whatever my friends give me, the only thing I expect is to forget everything and dance without shame
"Yeah, whatever you are drinking" I say back, almost screaming
"Honey, I'm not drinking" Sophia says, walking closer to me
"Why is that?" I ask in concern
"Jason bring blunts" She says and I feel tempted to leave tequila behind...but to be honest I was not in the "relax" mood, I wanted to dance, so after give my drink a sip we stay in the kitchen talking and gossiping about the people we knew

An hour had passed and I start to feel the need to go outside and have fresh air so I ask Esther if she wants to come but she says no with her head, hands me her cigarette and keep dancing

Now I'm sitting close to the pool, with Esther's cigarette in my hand watching it slowly turning off, thinking about how much youth we have at the moment, and I can't believe everyone has someone but me
I mean, Sophia just kissed Jason and I swear tomorrow she will be telling me about how close they are to become a couple
Even Esther, wich is a girl I barely know from campus, has a girlfriend
And now I'm here, at a party with at least 20 people I know and I'm pretty sure the 20 have a couple or at least someone who loves them not in a friendly way
But not me, I'm alone as always, and these thoughts are as familiar as the song that's being played

"What a waste of nicotine" says someone while it sits on the grass next to me, and it took me a minute to recognize that face and that unfamiliar voice

It was the jerk at the flower shop

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Ok this chapter was short but I wanted you guys to see where the plot is going.... :) the next one will have action 🔥 I promisse....also I'm thinking to add a little bit of comedy on this fic haha