When the world goes to shit I have you!!

I can't see you like this!!

Warning: talking about sexual assault, fluff, suicide attempt 

.A day later.

Kairi POV- I had slept that whole day I woke up sleeping in a huge bed and Mattia was next to me sleeping I got up in pain and went to the bathroom after I was done I looked up at myself in the mirror and saw a bruise on my face and then I lifted my shirt and saw a big bruise on my ribs probably from being thrown at the wall a lot. I went downstairs feeling like shit and got water I got my water and put it in the dishwasher when I was done I then had this thought that jake would not stop till I was dead so why not make it easy for him. I went to the knife drawer and grabbed a big knife and looked at it as I was staring at it I started to think how my life was so messed up and how it should just be over I held the knife to my stomach and kept pushing it in further, I could start to feel blood come out so I pushed deeper and tears started to come out of my eyes as I pushed deeper and looked down and saw blood on the floor and dripping from my stomach I heard a noise at the staircase and saw Mattia standing there with tears in his eyes.

Mattia POV- I woke up and Kairi was not in my bed I looked in the rooms and he was not there so I started to head down the stairs when I got to the last step I looked and saw Kairi he was holding a knife up to his stomach with it pushed in and little and there was blood on the floor and on his shirt I ran over and grabbed the knife and threw it in the sink then I grabbed a towel and lifted his shirt and put it on he was crying as I was. I then look at him and he starts to talk before I could say anything

<<THEM TALKING>>

Kairi- m-m-Mattia I'm s-s-s-sorry (cries)

Mattia- (cries) w-why Kairi why 

Kairi- i-I don't want to b-be here (cries)

Mattia- k-Kairi I need you in my life (cries)

Kairi- m-Mattia j-j-jake won't stop until I'm d-dead (cries)

Mattia- i-I'll make him stop breathing (says in an angry voice)

Kairi- n-n-n-NO HE ALMOST RAPED ME HE TRIED TO AND YOU DON'T GET TO CRY FOR ME... YOU DON'T GET TO GO TO JAIL FOR ME... YOU DON'T GET TO SAVE ME (starts to cry)

Mattia- (cries) y-y-YES I DO BECAUSE YOUR MY BABY AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I GO DOWN WITH YOU BECAUSE YOUR APART OF ME... GOD DAMNIT I CAN'T SEE YOU LIKE THIS KAIRI (punches wall)

Kairi- (cries) m-m-m-m-Mattia?

Mattia- w-what Kairi..............

Kairi- i-I'm s-sorry it won't happen again (cries) a-and I love you too 

Mattia- It better not.... now let's go clean you up (sniffles)

Kairi- w-will you carry me 

Mattia- Yeah (picks Kairi up)

<<THEY DONE TALKING>>

<<<<<Time skip they are done cleaning Kairi up and they are now just watching Netflix>>>>> 

Mattia POV- Me and Kairi were sitting and watching the office and he was moving around a lot I look over and he has tears running down his face I assumed it was from pain because he kept moving around trying to get comfortable. I honestly can't stand seeing him in pain or sad it is the worst thing for me to see I wish I could take all his pain for him. I finally look at him and tap him and say...

<<THEM TALKING>>

Mattia- Baby you okay?

Kairi- It hurts (cries)

Mattia- Baby I know... what can I do?

Kairi- hold me pwease 

Mattia- okay is your lil k side joining the chat (smiles)

Kairi- Yeah (giggles)

Mattia- Aww your so cute baby (gives Kairi a small hug while laying down)

Kairi- no you (smiles)

Mattia- No you (laughs)

Kairi- shush up (giggles and smiles at Mattia)

Mattia- oh did my baby boy just say a bad word (smirks)

Kairi- no no no I didn't daddy I promise (makes puppy eyes)

Mattia- Okay I believe you cutie

<<THEY DONE TALKING>>

3rd person POV- Mattia and Kairi watched the office and cuddled until they fell asleep in each other's arms. 

A/N- Hey guys sooooooo I know it is short I have been really busy and trying not to have too many mental breakdowns with all the drama going on with Alejandro and Mattia I swear this shit got me fucked up hahaha but I hope everything ends up okay with them  😭😭