Again Falling For You

Awara shaam

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Each dm or comment is about updating soon.. I fell so overwhelmed and loved right now. A BADA WALA THANKYOU. I PYAAR YOU GUYS!!!!😘😘😘😘😘😘😘. So finally I am updating... 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️👏👏👏👏.
Tip- play awara shaam types song.

Let's start.......... jai Mata di🙏.

The sun had risen. The birds were chirping. The yellowish glow was visible through the window. Siddharth was the first one to wake up. And the sight he saw was imprinted in his heart forever. Zorawar was on his chest while his legs were on sana. And sana was partly on siddhartha's arm. The sun rays were highlighting the alike features of them.  He could not resist and kissed the forehead of zorawar and then sana. BUT. Sana woke up only to find siddhartha's lips on her forehead. Her heart danced with joy but brain commanded her to stop. It played all the hatred, his deceive, his ill effect every thing in her mind. She shrugged and separated herself from him.
Sana- mai... mai.. tayar hoke aati hu.
Sid- hmm.. ok
Siddharth was embarrassed. For him her reaction was enough to understand that he was forcing himself on her yet again. Which he promised himself that he would never do it. He would give her time to accept him. He would make her trust him again and this time it would be for eternity.

Today was the final day. And last chance for them to spend a day as married couple. A healthy family.

Zorawar was so tired that he was sleeping till now. Sana was in washroom while siddharth was trying to wake him up like a good father. But he forgot tha toh voh aapne papa ka beta.
Sid- zora uth subha ho gayi..
Zoro- thodi der
Sid- kya thodi der?? Chal uth.
He snatched the quilt. And in response he received a pillow on his face. And they both started the pillow fight.
At this very moment sana came out. Her hairs were still wrapped in towel. And what she saw made her pass a small smile. She was enjoying the sight of two alpha males of her life fighting like two year olds. But then something happened which wasn't good for the boys. A pillow landed on sana's face. Both of the gentlemen faced her with scare written all over them. Sana just eyed them with anger. But spoke in very calm yet soul shaking voice.
Sana- GET READY. NOW!!!
Zorawar jumped out of  the bed and started collecting his toiletries. While siddharth barged in washroom in which he was welcomed by her scent.
Another smile slipped from sana's lips as she witnessed her two alpha male turn into frightened pups. The trio was ready to enjoy their own time.
They were having breakfast while deciding today's schedule. Boating, amusement park and..
Sana and zorawar shouted together. Literally shouted.
Sana and zoro- Evening me barbeque.
Sid- what??!!( he was shocked they were shouting in Restaurant.)
Sana and zoro- kyu nahi le jaoge??( puppy face). And sakht Luanda pighal gaya.
Sid- ok.ok. but do you guys realise you are shouting in a public place??
Sana and zoro- No!! we are not shouting. We are giving idea to public that they can also enjoy barbequeing.
And they both laughed and gave hi-fi.
The day went by they did everything from their do to list. It was evening and to fulfill the demands of queen and prince, king himself had arranged barbeque night on the shore of lake. But kings can commit mistaked right?. He forgot to call a chef. He ordered all the ingredients but the thing was no one knew how to cook it. Sana and zorawar were glaring him, arms folded, standing side by side. He just passed a scared smile in response.
Zoro- hayee mumma apko yeh kha mil gaye the? Mil bhi gaye toh shaadi kyu kar li?? Ek kaam thik se nahi karte hai??
Sana- Mai bhi yahi soch rahi hu ki mujhe bhi yahi insaan mila tha??
Siddharth felt a bit hurt by her words but deep down he knew this was far related with her decision of divorce.
Sid- toh.. toh kya Hua agar chef nahi hai toh?? Mai hu na.
Zoro- kyu aap shaktiman ke door ke chacha ho???
Aur fir kya baap bete phir chalu ho gaye.
Sid- tum log na mujhe bohot halke me lete ho. Now I'll show you both ki mai bohot kaam ka hu.
Sana and zoro- DEKHTE HAI.
Sid went towards the barbeque counter and started to ignite it. But as usual failed miserably. Sana after few minutes of his worthless trys went to him.
Sana- 'Useless' word suna hai kabhi??
Sid- Sorry na.
Sana- kuch kaam toh dhang se karna seekh. Zoro Zara YouTube pe dekh isko kaise jaalate hai.
Zorawar did the same. He was guiding them while sid and sana were doing all the manual work. They made up the best team. Soon they were finished cooking and even eating it. They were sitting on the shore, in the mellow moonlight and gazing stars. Sana was narrating various stories and facts about stars. They could feel the peace. Soon zorawar dozed off in sana's lap. Even sana was tired not physically but mentally. Her eyes were closed and she was retarding, her head was now on siddhartha's shoulder. She woke up but didn't react because she wanted this ease. Soon, she realized she was melting she was again ready to offer her fragile heart to him only to find it broken again. She jerked her head away from his shoulder and murmured sorry. He was hurt, he felt that she didn't felt him her own. He remembered how she used to take his hands in hers and doze off on his shoulders even if he denied it.But now she was apologizing for same act. She was not jataoing haqq on him. Few minutes before she was acting as a typical wife and taunting him and now she was treating him as a stranger?
Sana was staring at waves which were formed in lake because of mild wind blowing and hitting her face.
Sid- WE NEED TO TALK.
Sana looked at him and just nodded. She knew siddharth better than he knew himself. She understood the restlessness in his voice. She knew that tonnes of questions would be bombarded at her to which she herself won't have any answer. They went to their room placed zorawar on bed. Siddharth was going to say something when sana interrupted
Sana- yaha nahi!! Voh so raha hai
Eyeing towards zoravar. Siddharth understood and they went in the garden.
Sid- yeh kyu kar rahi ho??
Sana- mai kya kar rahi hu?
They were walking and sana was avoiding the eye contact and gazed on the path. Siddharth was frustrated by her behavior, he grabbed her hand to make him face him. She looked at him. She knew this was coming. She snatched her hand from his grip, which boiled siddharth's blood.
Sid- Tumhe Sab pata hai tum kya kar rahi ho??
Sana- jo kar rahi hu sahi kar rahi hu.
Sid- Aur tum hoti kon ho sahi galat ka faisla karne wali??
Sana- koi nahi par I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME.
Both of them were shouting by now.
Sid- You bloody don't know what happens with you and you will decide wrong and right.
Sana- Don't talk to me like that.
Sid- I will that's my right.
Sana- Hello?? Yeh right kisne dedi tumhe??
Sid- Mere haath se kabhi kahi gayi hi nahi thi.
Sana- Toh Mr. fir yeh kabhi tumhari thi hi NAHI.
She knew this would hurt him but she didn't have any other choice. She was melting and if this continued she would be in his arms.
Sid had have enough of her. He had controlled enough now he was inpatient. He started moving towards her. Sana too started moving backwards. Every step was accompanied by a question to which sana just took a step back. Silently.
Her silence was killing him. This was the first time he was talking about divorce and she was just standing or running away from him. Running away from the TRUTH. He grabbed her waist and slammed her body on the wall. Placing his hand between wall and her head, so she doesn't get hurt.
Sid- You know I need you.
Sana- But because of your needs I cannot compromise with my self respect. I am an individual personality. I am SHEHNAAZ KAUR GILL. And I can not remain SHEHNAAZ GILL SHUKLA forever.
Sid- Toh mere saath tumhara kya tha?
Sana-( avoiding eye contact) KUCH BHI NAHI.
Sid- idhar dekh ke bolo.
Before she could say or react. He attacked her lips. It was a rash kiss. Almost painful for her. She didn't respond and was pushing him slightly but he didn't stop. It was not romantic or emotional one. He was releasing his frustration, anger , irritation and fear.
It was enough for her now. Her brain had taken the command. She pushed him hard and separated herself. She looked at him with best disgust filled face she could pull off. Their was awkwardness between them. She walked away but as soon ,she was just few steps away from him, a notification popped up. She turned back and said in a rather harsh tone and walked away.
Sana-  COURT KI DATE AA GAYI HAI. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.

Sidharth just stood there. After sometime he realised what had he done. He was soo into emotions and inner turmoil that he punished her for his sin. He had tears.

After smoking for sometime and calming himself. He returned to the room only to find sana asleep and his pillow and blanket on couch.

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Author's note

Toh aaj hum moral science ki baat karenge...

1.) I am really sorry for late update. Mera mann voh zoom app valon ki kutne ka karta hai na voh app hota na hum piste. ONLINE CLASSES SUCKS.
Anyone in else with same thoughts??

2.) Secondly, Twitter pe fail gayi negativity. Jo vaise toh koj nayi baat hai nahi par toh bhi dil toh baccha hai ji.
Par phir mai sidra ghum ke aayi, thoda thoda accha laga, aur uske baad bhai sahab mai sidmanshi ghum ke aayi,  voh jo ugti hui positivity ki kiran mujh pe padi uff phir mai yaha positivity ka gyaan batne chali aayi.🥴🥴

3.) Guys seriously jitna hum log negativity phalane me time lagate hai itna desh ki bhalai me kyu nahi lagate? Desh ki bhalai chodo khud ka bhala hi karlo. And jinko chahiye that they open up. Why should they??? Just give me a valid reason. Khud ka mazak banvane ke liye?? They are mature and popular. Their each and every decision matter to thousand.  And open up about a relationship needs time. Kya aap log khud duniya ko apni gf/ bf ke baare me bata sakte ho. Duniya chodo can you oen this topic with your own parents??? So stop it and trust, believe and ship what you saw instead of creating your life and their life a mess.🙏🙏.

4.) And why do you guys get offended by solos?? Baap hai voh tumhare yaa desh ke pm?? Does their opinion matter?? By doing so you just show how insecure you are?? Leave about sidnaaz you show that you don't trust yourself. And trust me u r not that unworthy that u can't trust what u saw.

5.) Sorry was not targeting anyone specific. If offended then apologies 🙏🙏🙏🙏. Was just releasing my frustration.

6.) Bhula dunga ko logo ne bhula diya.

7.) Yeh update jaldi jaldi me likha tha. Yeh scene aur khubsurat ho sakta tha. Sorry for disappointing.

8.) Thank you for your immense love. We have crossed 500 voted. All credit goes to you. You are my family.
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