Again Falling For You

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Aagaya, Dekho voh aagaya. Voh aagaya.
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Let's start...... jai mata dii🙏.

Sana- Compromise?? Like seriously??!!!Mumma!!
And she started to hit herself. After decades. Siddharth was looking at curiously with a small smile on his lips, pain in eyes and worry on face. Sana glanced at him which frustrated her more not because he was wearing a smile but because she was attracted to it. Her lips were beginning to form a smile in reply. She mentally scolded herself and before the situation could go out of hand she controlled. To release the frustration she went towards siddharth and held his collar with her small fingers.
Sana- Tu hai na jo I HATE YOU.
Sid- No, you love me. And baby abhi chodo log dekh rahe hai.
He said it in a humorous way to avoid the seriousness and awkwardness which was developing.
Sana left the collar but still maintained the eye contact, eyes asking several questions and abusing him to no end. Not to forget alcohol was still doing its job.
Sid- sana tumne pee rakhi hai??!! Court mai??!! Vah yaar tum toh good girl thi. Sati savitiri?! Matlab progress. Abhi mai hota toh mujhe saath panno ka bhashan suna deti. Voh kya bolti ho tum? Thoda kutta Tommy te sadda kutta kutta?!! Mai ek case aur karonga tumhare uppar.
Sana in a defeated tone, eyes welling up and body almost shaking spoke.
Sana- kyu??
Sid- kya?
Sana- kyu kar rahe ho?
Sid- mai kya kar raha hu??
Sana- Siddharth... tumhe pata hai!please mat karo.... what is gone is gone. 
His hands reached for hers. His thumb caressing his ring on her to sooth the tension building ensure himself of her attention. In a very fragile voice he answered.
Sid- Shehnaaz.... I am sorry. Iss baar dil se. Aaj mujhe pata chala what blunder I did jab tumne bola ki " mai toh nahi soti kisi ke saath" I felt it. Mujhe sunke hi bura laga, I could feel my heart breaking into pieces which could never be arranged again. I felt the pain which had neither medicines nor cure. I could feel my entire life becoming just a mere question. I am soo sorry meri vajah se tumhe uss devastation ko sehena pada. I am so sorry ki mai tumhare saath uss ladai ko ladne ke liye nahi tha. I am sorry ki tumhari tarah mai tumhare saath nahi tha when you needed me the most. I am sorry. I am really sorry ki I exploited one of the best relationships I ever had with anyone. I am sorry ki maine tumhe nahi samjha. I am sorry that I was a bad husband, a bad friend and almost a villain in your life and I agree that you don't deserve me. Par tumhe toh pata hai na ki mujhe haarna pasand nahi hai. Aur agar baat tumhari ho toh kabhi nahi. I want to be the hero again. I promise I will change myself tum jaisa bologi vaise. Bas ek chance. Tumhe jitna marna hai marlo, gaali dena hai de do par yeh mat karo. Mai nahi reh paonga. Please. Agar tum nahi hogi toh mere saath masti kon karega?? Dekho mere lips bohot dark hogaye uss par lipstick kon lagaega?? Mai sardar ban jao? I swear iss baar bilkul natak nahi karunga. Yaa phir saath me bhangra kare?? Mai abb zoro se ladunga bhi nahi. Aur tumhe paani me bhi nahi phekonga. Kasam. Please mat jao. Nahi reh paonga mai. Tumhe kya lagta hai mai tumhare bina Khanna toh kha nahi pata, tumhare bhar bethe bina naha toh pata nahi. zindagi kaise bitaonga??? I will become the best.
The angry young man was crying. Even sana couldn't hide her heart but her brain had other plans It was questioning heart.
" what if these are just words??"
" what if you were again going to dig      your own grave??"
" you know right ki agar phirse kuch hua toh tum tutt jaogi??"
" Itni jaldi vapas trust kar logi??"
" you know abb kuch bhi pehele jaisa nahi hai?"
" What if you are just being use??"
" tum pehele bhi aisi baaton me aa chuki ho aur chot ke alawa tumhe kuch nahi mila hai kabhi bhi."
" you can do better than this."
Brain wasn't wrong either. Was it? There were so many what ifs and buts. She was struck between heart and brain. Logics and emotions. She was standing on crossroad where she had to choose. She was confused and Man this was hard. She slowly removed her hands from his grip.
Sana- I understand aur mai tumhe bohot pehele hi maaf kar chuki hu..
A smile escaped, and his lips curved as much as they could...
Sana- par look I don't mean to hurt you.  I think it's not going to work. I know you want to try and I am sure you will do great tum ek bohot acche insaan banoge par iss safar me mai tumhare saath nahi reh paongi.
And the smile faded.
Sana- I cannot see our hardwork go in vain again. Its..its.. not that I don't trust you. I do. But I don't trust us. Tum samajh rahe ho na matlab alag alag we are best. Par saath me. You know na what I mean??
She was stuttering and hands moving without any synchronization with the words.
Sid- ( Looking down) why are you giving up on us??
Sana- umm.. siddharth... I.. I..
Sid- Answer me.
Sana- Because I think there is no ' us ' in future and even if we try we would fail. Beete lamhe vapas nahi aate.
Sid- Mujhe beete lamhe vapas nahi laana. Mujhe aane vale vaqt ko khubsurat banana hai.
Sana- It is not possible... try.. to understand. Please.
Sid- last time toh give up nahi kiya tha??
Sana- tab situation dusri thi.
Sid- dono situations ke outcomes toh same hai.
Sana- Nahi.... mai ..
Sid- Don't give up. Pichli baar ki tarah we will win again together. Please.
Sana- Siddharth tab mai jaana nahi chahti thi par abb mujhe jaana hai I am willing to let you go....
He was aching. She was willing to give up on him. Brain started to again started to spit venom against her but heart started to protect it's queen from that dumb organ. It took the command and siddharth spoke.
Sid- But I am not. Kitni baar I wanted to give up but you handled my grumpiness, anger and found the cure now it's my time. Aur sunle tu meri hai aur meri hi hai mai phad ke rakh dunga sabko. Are you ready for the task??
He leaned forward and kissed her forehead as if marking his territory and proving each and every word he said. And made a exit.
Sana was looking at his retreating figure because she knew what storm was coming towards her and how it would destroy her decisions. These three months were going to be very hard for both of them.

" WHAT THE LOVEY- DOVEY COUPLE SIDNAAZ TO TAKE DIVORCE??"

Sid mom- Siddharth yeh kya news hai???!!!
Sid- sahi hai.
Mom-  Mujhe bataya bhi nahi?? Tumlog paagal ho kya? Choti choti baaton pe ladte ho. Ek dusre se baat nahi karte, maar lete, galliya de dete par yeh kya karliya??!! Vaise bhi marna pitna toh tum dono ka roz ka hi tha.
She said in a sarcastic and angry tone.
Mom- Baccha Divorce bohot badi cheez hoti hai. Ek baar kisi bade se puch toh lete. Aise kaise siddha Divorce?? Kuch mahino pehele tak toh sab sahi tha. Ek minute matlab sana iss vajah se ghar chod kar gayi.
Sid- Maa relax! Kuch nahi hoga.
Mom- Relax?!! Teri biwi tujhe chod ke jaa rahi hai, aur tu itna shant hai?? Kahi tum log yeh sab uska project promote karne ke liye toh nahi kar rahe ho na?? Yeh sab nahi sikhaya hai maine tum logo ko. Mehnat karo.
Sid- Mom.. mom kya kya soch leti ho app. Aisa kuch nahi hai. Voh akele Sab par bhari hai. Usse controversy ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.
Mom- TOH PHIR HUA KYA THA??
sid-  I kind of cheated on her.
Mom- You what??
She went towards him and slapped on his cheeks.
Sid- Umm.. I deserved it.
Mom- Yeh sikhaya tha maine tumhe??
She was throwing everything her hand grabbed on him and he was running here and there.
Mom- itna bada paap karke tu abhi tak muh kaise dikha sakta hai kisiko. Sana ne bilkul thik kiya meri bacchi bechari. Tu na tu paagal hai nahi nahi paagal nahi tu voh sana kya bolti hi kutta hai tu. Par tujhse zyada vafadaar toh kutte bhi hote hai. Kon hai voh?? Kon hai voh daaayan joh meri bacchi ki sukhi jeevan me komolika ban kar aa gayi??
Sid- Maa ruk toh jao, arre ek baar sun toh lo. I realize my mistake. I have already apologized to her. Abhi maani toh nahi but I promise mai apki bahu vapas like aonga. I will not let her suffer ever again. I know aapne aur sana ne bohot mehnat ki hai mujhe sudharne me. I won't let it waste. Aur aap T.V serial thoda kam dekha karo.
She passed him a deadly stare and again started to throw things.
Mom- Tujhe mazak sujh raha hai. Mai bata rahi hu agar tune sana ko chot pohchayi na toh mai tujhe ghar se nikal dungi.
Zoro came down with sleepy eyes.
Zoro- offo!! Iss ghar me kabhi shanti kyu nahi rehti? Pehele mumma papa pakdam pakdai khelte the aur ab papa aur dadi? Mai bol raha hu galti papa ki hogi har baar ki tarah.
Sid- Chup rehene ka kya lega??
Zoro- vaise toh bohot kuch chahiye par filhal godi leke kitchen garden me ghuma do.
Sid- chal ajja..
Both father and son left. Sid's mom sighed and caressed the news headline by her wrinkly fingers.
Mom- " Hey bhagwan ab kya likha hai inki kismat mai??"

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