Tear in my heart //CHUUYA NAKAHARA X READER//

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Finally the big brain decided to show up." Kunikida approached us closer, looking at me angrily, he pulled towards Rampo.

"So who is this charming girl?" Giving a white bag to Kunikida, Rampo approached me.
"Dazai, your new teammate?"

Dazai clenched his fists angrily, looking Rampo straight in the eye.

"No. She is my... sister."

"Sister? hah! Okay, whatever, welcome to the weird squad, girl. Of course, you should know that Dazai is extremely strange, especially because of his love of suicide"

There was silence. Then I was about to ask Rampo what he meant, but Dazai had already managed to grab me by the elbow.

"Come on, Y/N. It's time to go home. See ya tomorrow."

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"Why are you so angry? Is this because Rampo talked about such things?" Dazai pressed the steering wheel of the car with his hands, I could see his angry look. "You'll break the car with this anger. Which, by the way, is not even necessary. "

He ignored me and I just sighed, showing him that I wouldn't say a word now.

"Y/N, are you mad at me?" His silent voice reached my ears when we got home. I immediately turned to those brown eyes.

"No, how could I be mad at you, Dazai?"

"I don't know. Rampo told you about my crazy thoughts and-

"Suicide you would like to commit?" His dark brown eyes now looked at mine with a spark. "Dazai. Don't look at me like that and don't even think about such a thing. I would never do that."

"I didn't think about that."

"Okay, then I'll go get some sleep if you don't mind."

"Of course not, good night, Y/N." Dazai rewarded me with a gentle kiss on my forehead and went out.

A few hours later, I woke up because I heard an annoyed Dazai voice.

"Shit. So, they came back to this town, I'm right?" 'Okay, okay I'll be there in the morning."

His hand was in his brown curls, turning around I heard Dazai sighed as he pressed the phone.

"Who did he talk to? And who returned to this city?"

Somewhere at ten o'clock Dazai took me to the agency. Atsushi greeted me as soon as I opened the door and hugged me tightly as always.

"Welcome back, Y/N! Wanna some coffee?"

"Yes, I love to."

While Atsushi was pouring coffee beans into a coffee machine, I climbed on the table crossing my legs and smiling to myself.

"Here." The aroma of the coffee quickly filled the room we were in and I just happily inspired it before drinking the coffee.

"So, how's going with Dazai and other things?"

I squeezed the little cup harder, not wanting to say that Dazai didn't talk to me this morning as usual.

"Is everything alright with you two?" I could feel Atsushi gently hugging me over my shoulders, saying the words like "you can tell me".

"You know, Dazai this morning wasn't that cool and conversational guy with me." I started to open up. "Yesterday, before going to bed, I said what are my thoughts about his suicidal thoughts...Dazai didn't look angry at me, just then he hugged me, you know with that real hug and I happily went to sleep."
"So what's with the sad face?" I saw him put his cup and got closer to me. I felt embarrassed, but at the same time I wanted to talk to him.
"Dazai didn't say a word this morning."
Atsushi's face changed faster than I could raise my head and look at him. He looked confused and a little angry.
"If you think Dazai something happened, it's nothing, Y/N."
"But at night he was talking..."
"Yes, because some several people returned from Port Mafia to this city and Dazai had to go there."
"Port Mafia? Is this some dangerous group or what?"
"Yes, sort of. Strange fact, Dazai was a member of the Port Mafia and now we are threatened by Dazai's partner from that group."
"Who is he?" The coffee in my hands was cooling down, Atsushi's gaze was frozen for a minute, too.
"He .... well he is ... Dazai never told you about his past job?"
"No, he has told me that he had a close partnership with an exceptional guy and that they really were a powerful duo...but when I tried to find out more about that person, Dazai always changed the subject."
"I can tell you about him Y/N. His name is Chuuya Nakahara, you can recognize him by his bright orange hair and strange style, but you know people who are in Port Mafia always have strange style."
My mind flew into the view of the city outside the window. His name kept popping on my head and I tried to imagine what a man he was.

"Y/N! Hello, Are you there?" I came back to hear Atsushi's voice calling me out of my thoughts.

"What? Yes, I'm here."

"Are you seriously were thinking about Chuuya?"

"God no! Why should I think of him? After all, he's the bad guy you're all fighting against."

Leaving the cup on the table, I jumped to the ground easily and we finally went out. Of course, I felt how Atsushi smile foolishly, glancing at me.

"The hell are you smiling?!"

"I don't know! It's just stupid, Y/N."

"What is stupid?" We both turned around when we heard Dazai's voice.

"Nothing at all" I muttered without even raising my eyes at Dazai. I didn't say hello, all I was doing was just silently standing in front of him. But then, out of nowhere, Dazai hugged me lovingly. For sure I didn't wait and I hugged him too. My hands immediately wrapped around his neck and I wanted nothing but to cry in his shoulders.
"Don't worry, it's all good now and I'm here to protect you." He whispered gently while stroking my hair.
"I'm sorry if I'm too curious, Dazai. It's just.." I sobbed. "I.. just wanted to know about your past and your work."
"Sometime I will tell you. I promise."