Bad Blood

Gorgeous Nightmare

Well here is another chapter for my lovely little peoples. You all know that Blaiz has just told BVB about Craig making her sing on stage. Have you been waiting to know what there reaction is?? Well I will shut up now and write the chapter for all of you impatient lovelys.

"What?" I repeated. 

"You seriously sang on stage? And you're fine with that?" Andy asked. 

"Yes I sang on stage. No I am not ok with it. I'm freaking out inside. I hated being up there. I was terrified that people were going to start throwing tomatoes at me." I said, rambling on.  Andy chuckled. Ashley laughed.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"Nothing. I was just thinking about when I first got up on stage. I was terrified of the same thing." Andy said. Ashely nodded.

"I was thinking the same thing. But it was my bass playing that I was terrified of. I was terrified people wouldn't like it and would cut the power cords." He said, laughing.  I frowned. 

"What's wrong?" Jinxx asked.

"They are laughing at my problems." I said, simply. 

"They are not. They are laughing at their own experiences." Jake said, joining me on the couch. 

"So? It feels like they are laughing at me." I said, stubbornly. 

"It's ok. Quit feeling like everyone is judging you. Not everyone is out to get you." Jinxx said, smiling at me. I looked at him.

"Why do you say that?" I asked.

"You have put up a wall. The guys in Escape the Fate and all of us want to help you break down that wall and learn to trust." Jake said, hugging me.

"How do you figure?" I asked.

"Like your stage fright. You are afraid of being judged because you have always been judged. I don't know why or what for but you were. And we want to help end that judging." Jake said.

"And you figured out all of that how?" I asked, still not getting how they knew. I completely forgot about how nervous I had just been.

"Because of the way you hold yourself and your behavior. You always act like someone is gonna hit you or throw something at you. You don't open yourself up to trust anyone. I figured that out during our truth or dare game." Jinxx said. 

"Wierd. You guys are good at reading people, aren't you?" I asked. They nodded. Andy and Ashley looked at us.

"What are you guys talking about?" Andy asked. 

"Her trust issues and stuff like that." Jake said.

"Sounds interesting." Ashley said. He sat down next to me, putting his arm around my shoulders. 

"With us around, babe, you won't have trust issues for long." He joked. I chuckled. 

"Maybe. Maybe not." I said, pushing his arm off of me. I stood up. 

"I seriously need to walk around, smoke a cigarette, or somthing. I can't just sit here. My nerves are going crazy." I said, starting to pace the floor. 

"You smoke?" Andy asked. 

"Yeah. It's a bad habit that I got into a few years ago." I said, stoppig breifly to look at him. I began pacing again after a few seconds.

"Well, we have a few minutes before we go on. If you want, we can go outside for a few and smoke." Andy said, walking to the door. 

"Yes! But I don't have any more smokes. I ran out yesterday." I said, thinking about it.

"It's fine. I'll give you one. Come on. We don't have much time." He said, opening the door.

"Thank you!" I said, running towards the door. They had no idea how bad I needed a smoke. I followed Andy down the hall and outside.  He leaned against the wall and pulled out his pack of cigarettes. He took one and handed them to me. I took one and handed the pack back to him.

"Can I borrow your lighter please?" I asked, feeling stupid. I usually had mine on me.

"Yeah." He said, handing me his lighter. I lit my cigarette and handed the lighter back to him. I took a deep drag off of it. As i exhaled the smoke, I caught Andy looking at me. I looked over at him.

"Yes?" I asked. He shook his head, like he was trying to clear his mind.

"Nothing. Just thinking." Andy said. I thought that was slightly odd. I took another drag off my cigarette before flicking the ash.

"So are you excited to see us perform?" Andy asked, trying to change the mood.

"Yes! You guys are my heroes. Of course I am excited!" I said, temporarily forgetting what had just happened. 

"Haha. I guess you are." He said, taking a drag off of his cigarette. He blew smoke circles as he was exhaling. I poked at each of the circles.

"I can't do that!" I said, pouting slightly.

"Can't do what?" Andy asked, confused.

"Smoke rings. That's not fair! I want to know how to do that. Please teach me, Andy. Please, please, please!" I said, hugging Andy.

"It's not hard. When you are exhaling, you make a 'O' shape with your lips and make a little cough-like thing in the back of your throat." Andy said. I tried, and failed repeatedly.

"I give up!" I said, after a few minutes of trying. I finished my cigarette and stomped it out. I looked at Andy. He seemed amused.

"What is so funny?" I asked.

"You. You are so adorable when you are frustrated." He said, then realized what he said.

"I am soooo sorry!" He said, stumbling over his words.

"Are you serious? You think I'm adorable?" I asked, in disbelief.

"Well yeah..." He said, trailling off. I smiled. 

'Andy thinks I'm adorable. Awww.' I thought to myself. 

"Aww." I said, smiling. I hugged him. 

"Thank you for thinking I'm adorable." I said.

"Yeah... Ok.." Andy said, feeling slightly awkward.

"Well you better put that out and head inside to get ready. You go on soon." I said, releasing him and pointing to his cigarette. 

"yea. I probably should." He said, dropping the cigarette and stomping it out. I went to go inside when Andy grabbed my arm. I turned around and was met with Andy's lips landing on mine. I was suprised at first, then relaxed into the kiss. Andy broke off the kiss after a minute or so. He was breathless.

"Wow. That was better than I thought it was gonna be." Andy said. I smiled and blushed. 

"Yeah. It was." I said. "You better head inside though. You have fans waiting." 

Andy smiled and we walked inside. We walked to the dressing room. The rest of that band was finishing getting ready. Andy touched up his hair. They were all ready. They all disappeared out the door. I sat down and started to think about what had just happened.

"Andy just kissed me." I whispered to myself. I heard Andy greet the crowd and the crowd screamed. I smiled and got up. I walked to the mirror and started messing with my hair.

Well here is another chapter. I'm gonna work on another one soon. And hopefully have it posted soon. Let me know what you think. Stay strange :) ^.^