Carl grimes

Love and were loved

I lay down, trying not to touch carl, because if I did I don't think he would like it. He then laid down, Turning my way. it was quite..

"I'm sorry but, what happened to your dad?" he asked turning my way I close my eyes sighing, "that day he was at work, this morning he got up really early so I didn't get to say I love u, he's probably out there all alone" I open my eyes "and I don't even know if ill ever see him again!" I say, my eyes are starting to tear up "and the part that hurts me the most is that.. he could even be dead right now.." I say closing my eyes again..

A tear drops to the side of my face because I'm laying on my side facing carl. then another.

He reaches over and wipes my tears away. I can't help it so I reach and hug him. silently crying in his shirt.

Carl's POV

She reaches over to me, hugging me, and cries. I'm surprised.

I hug her pulling her closer, running my fingers through her hair "you'll be ok, ill be here." she sleeps like perfume

I then kiss her head. she stops crying. I did something wrong...

Hazels POV

He kissed my head. I stop crying. I look up at him and grab him and kiss him. I slowly kiss him. "I wanted to do this so bad" I say he moves down kissing my neck. I moan a little.

"I've been waiting" he says I can feel that he's smiling. he moves down lower kissing my stomach. I get up and crawl on top of him, kissing him and running my fingers through his hair.

Then Daryl walks in I stop kissing him and look at the door, still on top of carl.
"UUhm sorry for interrupting, and I thought I told u no lovey dovey!" I get off and cover up.
"Anyways, everyone's going to sleep now, if u need anything, I'm on night shift, ill be out in the main room" he says peaking in "thanks" me and carl say. and he leaves "um.." carl says scratching his head "yep" I lay down. he lays down, I move over and lay my head on his chest, he puts his arm around me warming me up. then I put the blanket over us.

"I'm sorry" I say moving away "what?" he asks "I don't think Layla would like this" I say looking down "and why is that?" he asks "because you guys obviously like each other, she likes you." I stop when he gets up "god dammit. I don't like her everyone thinks I do, she likes me, but to be honest, I like you" he says blushing "oh. I liked you to, but I thought you liked Layla so I didn't bother" "I'm sorry" he lays back down putting his arm around me so I lay my head on his chest again "goodnight" I say "goodnight, see you in the morning"

Morning****

I wake up still in Carl's arms, I look up at him smiling, slowly moving, I kiss him and get up and take a shower. I get out a few minutes later, and come to see that Carl's already awake. I smile at him "morning" I say and he walks towards me, then kisses me on the forehead and leaves the room. I put my hair in a pony tail, letting my bangs down. I grab my gun and leave. "mornin" Daryl says. when I get to the main room, the whole group is eating breakfast. I sit by carl "so, carl, who's this?" she says smiling at me and carl "uhm.. my friend" he says looking away. oh, I guess we're friends.. I look down disappointed "I'm hazel, nice to meet you" I say reaching across to shake her hand "are you to dating?" Carol asks Daryl nearly chokes on his food, I look at him. he laughs. carl looks at me. then looks away "no" now I'm really pissed off. I get up "excuse me" I grab my phone and gun and climbing down the ladder. when I get down I start running. I can't breath but I keep pushing my self to keep going and then I start crying, I'm so upset he did this to me, I thought he liked me, thought we actually had something. I hear footsteps so I turn around, its carl "leave me alone!" I say "please, I'm sorry"
I can see the tent from where I am I stop, taking big breaths, panting. he grabs me trying to hug me. "what are you doing?!" I ask and push him off, still trying to breath. "I- I'm sorry, I didn't know if-" I walk away wiping my tears away. "if what?" I stop to talk "to have a second thought about Layla? if you.. if you love Layla? because, that night I had the time of my life! and you- ugh" I walk again. he grabs me and turns me around kissing me. I fall into his eyes and kiss back. wait what?!! I push him off "stop!" I start running to the tent. but when I get there I can't believe what I see "mom?" I say starting to cry "mom!!" I fall on my knees carl picks me up hugging me I cry into his shirt hugging his so close and tight "please! no!! mom!! wake up!!" I. Scream trying to hug my mom but carl holds me back "stop" he says hugging. I cry and cry

Half an hour later**

Carl's back at the hotel where the others are, he said hell be right back to come and get me. I sit beside my moms dead body. and hum to her although she can't hear me I feel like I need to. I caress her hair. I know I have to do this. so I get up and load my gun and point it at her. "I love you mom! don't you ever forget it! I hope to see you again one of these days!" I whisper still crying I stand there for a minute "I can't do it" I drop the gun on the ground "it's to hard" I hear a whistle it's the group I grab my bags and stuff and leave.