Hear me out

C2:Simple Stroll

Hours passed and Karamatsu decided that it was time for him to go check on his Karamatsu girls.

He stood up and wore his shoes before posing on the door.

"I'll take my leave burazas! I have to check on my Karamatsu girls!" he proudly said, but no one said a word.

He took one last glance towards his brothers and saw how the fourth Matsuno glared at him.

Karamatsu began walking to the direction of the bridge.

Once he got there, he took off his sunglasses and stared deep into the waters below.

He didn't flirt nor looked at the passing beautiful ladies.

He focused his mind on the calming water and thought how this day would've been better if his brothers acknowledged his presence.

He released a sigh and decided to take a simple stroll to the city.

The blue hooded boy's mind is empty as he pass by the familiar stores beside the streets.

Yes, this day, Karamatsu Matsuno is wearing a normal pair of jeans and his blue hoodie where the mark of him being part of the sextuplets is printed.

His once warm eyes is being covered by his favorite sunglasses.

'He still hasn't forgiven you'

There it goes again. The voice that keeps on haunting him even on his sleeps.

The boy tried to ignore it and continued on his journey. He doesn't really know where his feet are taking him.

If only I could disappear now.

His once empty mind started to swirl with sad and depressing thoughts causing his posture to slump.

If only I didn't exist in the first place... maybe they will be much happier.... especially him.

The blue clad didn't realize, buf his tears started to fall from his eyes and his pace became faster.

He decided to stop by a cafe and have some drinks to cool down and drown his thoughts.

This indeed worked.

Karamatsu's guilt from earlier lessened as he take a sip from his mango caramel shake.

The self-hate and melancholy disappeared for a while until he consumed his order.

Then, it hit him again.

The fact thatvhe would be the one to be drowned by his fucked up thoughts this time.

And so... he decided to take a simple stroll back to their household.

He is still in the city tho. He walked further than he planned.

On his way to his abode, he bumped into another person by an alley causing them to both fall.

Karamatsu groaned before helping himself to get up and the other person did the same.

Silence... Karamatsu looked up to realize that it's not just an 'another person' he bumped into.

"Kosumatsu." Ichimatsu lowly growled as he glared at his brother.

"Sorry, Ichimatsu.. I didn't see yo-"

"Enough with your reasonings. I'm done with it a long time ago." Ichimatsu emotionlessly said.

Karamatsu's heart clenched and his eyes were filled with pain. He's thankful his sunglasses worked as a facade to hide his forming tears.

"You never listened." He didn't realize himself say and the next thing he knows, Ichimatsu was holding his hoodie's front, pulling him close to his face angrily.

"Yeah beacause it was already clear to me how untrustworthy you are!" Ichimatsu growled once again.

He didn't stop there tho.

" You're the reason why the people I treasured left me with no hesitation. You made me this pathetic and you still had the guts to reason out. If only you never came into my life, then maybe it would've all been better!"

Every word earned a shake from Ichimatsu causing Karamatsu's sunglass fall to the ground, revealing his pain filled eyes.

Ichimatsu almost felt guilty. Almost. His anger and grief from the past once again took control of him. Hatred filled his heart.

"If only you weren't my brother! I would still have them by now! My friends... the people who understood me... yo- you took them all away from me, you piece of shit!"

People didn't notice nor gave any attention to them, because it started raining this time. Both brothers are being soaked in the cold rain.

Karamatsu reached his shiverung hands to hold his brothers warm ones. Ichimatsu is still gripping the front of Karamatsu's hoodie.

"But am I not your friend? The first person who understood you?" Karamatsu choked out. His tears are disguised as the raindrops.

"Hell no!" Ichimatsu looked at his 2nd older brother in disgust.

"You were never my friend. You failed as my brother. Hell I even wish for you to die! You caused me this pain!"

Ichimatsu's voice cracked in the end and Karamatsu can only guess that his little brother is crying.

"I'm sorry... Please, Ichimatsu... Just this once- ... Please, hear me out"

But Ichimatsu's response was the same as the other response he gave his brother from the past.

The fourth punched the second on the cheek causing Karamatsu to fall back.

"I'll never forgive you." Those were the last words he said before turning his back on his second older brother to walk on the opposite side of the street.

Ichimatsu's mind is too occupied, causing him not to see the lights turning red.

Karamatsu saw this tho.

And as a speeding car was headed towards the brother he loves the most, the second Matsuno did not hesitate to push his brother aside putting his own life in line.

Who knew that his simple stroll may turn out to be one of the ways on how he might face his demise.

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