"Ichimatsu, come! I got something for you!" a ten year old Karamatsu called. "Coming nii-san!" came a reply from the fourth born Matsuno. As the fourth born entered the living room, his day became brighter when he saw his second eldest brother's smile. "What is it, nii-san?" Ichimatsu giggled. "Tada!" a fluffy cat keychain was brought out from a small box by Karamatsu making Ichimatsu's eyes widen in surprise. "Thank you, nii-san! You're the best! I love you!" the fourth born squealed and jumped to hug his older brother tightly, not noticing Karamatsu's blushing cheeks.
'I looked up to you when we were younger. You were the best person who has always been there for me. I never wanted you to leave my side. Now, all I want is for you to disappear. You were the happiest dream I've ever had, but you became the worst nightmare in my dreams and reality. How can you fuck up so bad? I badly wish for you to disappear and get out of my life, Shittymatsu.'
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"Nii-san! What did you do?!" a 15 year old Ichimatsu shouted with anger laced voiced at his blue hooded brother. "Ichimatsu! I'm sorry! Please, hear me ou-" before the second Matsuno could finish his sentence, the fourth punched him on the face. Ichimatsu held his brother's collar as he spoke with shaky voice,"I will never forgive you." That was when it all started. When the fourth Matsuno hated his most beloved brother. When their worlds started to crumble and the space between them grew wider. "I just did the right thing... for you," the second born whispered but his baby brother already walked out the room, unable to hear his voice.
'I'm sorry, brother. I never meant for it to happen. I never wanted you isolate yourself from the world. I thought I was doing the right thing. It's my fault. I understand why you hate me so much, but I hope someday you'll find the heart to forgive me. I still haven't forgiven myself either. I'm sorry for breaking you, my Ichimatsu'
9 years. It's been nine long years since everything drastically changed between the second and fourth Matsuno. ''Will you hate me until I die?" those thoughts often enter the second Matsuno's mind. And everyday of those nine years, he hated himself more than his brother could ever hate him. Or so he thought.
hihi. umm.. is anyone ready for a Karamatsu angst? Karaichi angst? anyways.. thanks for reading!😊
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Hear me out
Fanfic"Ichimatsu, hear me out... please." But then, I turned my back on you. I regret the day I hated you Karamatsu nii-san. "Can you hear me out?" Disclaimer: Photo not mine. Osumatsu-san is also not mine, only the plot in this fanfic is.
