Every-day smiles (매일의 미소)✔

My confession

Day-7

7:45 pm

(Y/N) did not come to work today, yoongi began to worry about her.

8:30 pm.....
Yoongi-"Why is she's not coming? I don't have her phone number. Wait I can call store owner "

Yoongi-" Hello, 안녕하세요, sajannim"
Store owners-" Oh yoongia, what's wrong ?"
Yoongi-" (Y/N) didn't come to work today"
Store owner-" you don't have her phone number? she's not coming today, Her father is ill, now in the hospital"
Yoongi-"Can I get her phone number?
Store owner-" yes, I'll be sending you OK"
Yoongi-"Thank you"
But he did not dare call her.

1 week later......
7:30 pm

I pushed the store door like It felt so heavy that I couldn't move it.
Yoongi-" 안녕하세요",welco.. He paused when he see I was standing in front of him with my dull expression. I growing closer to him (Y/N)-"안녕하세요"sunbe, how r you? "
Yoongi-"you come back" that's a relief, get back to work"
He was not asking me "where I'm? Instead, he tells me back to work? I just said (Y/N)-" OK"

1 hour later....
Yoongi staring at (Y/N), he was really upset and worried about her, but pretend nothing. he was crazily want to know how was she? finally get to courage and ask her.

Yoongi-"(Y/N)
When he called my name, I running away towards him.
(Y/N)-" yes, sunbe.
Yoongi-" Come here and eat it. "

I was very silent and looks very pale, there's dark circle under the eyes. Yoongi putting up ramen and asked me
Yoongi-"How's your father conditions?"
(Y/N)-" Not good "

The tone of her voice broke and started to cry.
Yoongi-" Heya what happened, why are you crying ?"
I feel like Someone is stabbing me in the chest.
(Y/N)-" Can you make me stop crying ?"
Yoongi took me to him his warming shoulder arms around me and I feel I'm in heaven. He patted me.
Yoongi-" It's OK don't cry"
Suddenly my curiosity mind ask him
(Y/N)-" Why you hug me? Suddenly? "

Yoongi looks momentarily stared by my question, he and I lock eyes, I get my racing heart to calm down. He pushed me instead away,
Yoongi-" where! "

(Y/N)-"I will not be able to work from tomorrow"
I was explained that but suddenly he asked uneasy question.
Yoongi-" why you love me? "
(Y/N)-" Don't know, why are you asking suddenly? "
Yoongi-" Don't know, hahaha, everybody hates me, you said you love me "
I was very confident that
(Y/N)-" yes, I love you"
Yoongi-" But why? What's the reason, what the reason you love like a beast, you even don't know me !!"

(Y/N)-" There is no reason to love you, something may worthless to others, but for some people, they are priceless, in my eye you are not ordinary, you are worth being cherished"

Yoongi was just beginning to try to keep his mouth shut. And said nothing.
Yoongi-"Get back to work"
(Y/N)-" I know you do not love me and this is impossible, but I don't want any love form you, I just want to love you "

My pale little face expression suddenly changes into a big brilliant smile. but he don't care about that.
Yoongi-" Just shut your mouth and go back to work"
Why he won't understand that I'm saying goodbye to him.but again I explained that and expected that may he said he also loves me.
(Y/N)-"No, I'm going now, but sunbe who said they hate you?! You are not a beast, I don't know why you said kind of thing, what's the problem of your life, but ..
But he started yelling.
Yoongi-" I said shut your mouth"
(Y/N)-" But..
Yoongi-" If you don't shut your mouth I...
I left the store.

4 days later
Yoongi pov

I gritted my teeth gathered the courage to go into (Y/N) classroom, I began to peek.. But sujin saw me!

Sujin-"What are you looking for? "
Yoongi-" (Y/N)!"
Sujin-" you must be kang do sunbe? "
Yoongi-"yes "
Sujin-"I'm (Y/N) friend, Why are you looking for her"
Yoongi-" I'm just"
Sujin-" you what? If you don't love her then go away"When her father died where were you? " she started shouting at me.
Yoongi-"what I didn't know, where is she now?! Plz tell me! "
Sujin-"Now knowing what to do sunbe! "
Yoongi-"let's stop playing hide and seek"
Sujin-"I didn't know "

I rushed into the stairs, I  needed to get a taxi as soon as possible, I knew the direction of her house, because I always follow her, finally, I found the taxi, and reached my destination and ring the bell, a 40 years old women opened the door.

Ajumma-" Who are you"?

(Ajumma means old lady in Korea. ) I greet her and peeking inside of this house, my eyes were just wanted to see her face.

Yoongi-" 안녕하세요, I'm kang do,(Y/N) friend"
Ajumma-" Who is (Y/N)?
I hesitated, what she talking about!
Yoongi-"Doesn't she live in this house?
Ajumma-" Ahh, yes yes, but not now, They left this house when her father died"

Yoongi's truth

I haven't seen her since, the first person who said I love you, I fell in love with (Y/N) from the day I first saw her, her beautiful bright smile always tortured me, I was very jealous when I saw she have boyfriend,
I wanted to break up their relationship, that's why I followed her boyfriend and find out he was a cheater, I beat him like I kill him, I broke his hand and finally
(Y/N) also finds out about him, I was so happy when I realized she was stalking me, but when I remembered my past, dwelling with past pain it's hurts like hell, you know that you have to let go of someone but you can't.  When she finds out I'm the son of a murderer, she won't love me.