Every-day smiles (매일의 미소)✔

🌵you've fallen into a cactus🌵

Yoongi pov

It feels as if you've fallen into a cactus, and your heart has been punctured a million times over by tiny pins. It stings at first, but now it feels as if they've left you numb-not even slightly painful, just rowing away as if some ghost from the past is chasing you. You are not bleeding, but you know after you slowly start to pull these foreign objects out, one by one, the blood will come gushing out. when I saw (Y/N) with seokjin I slowly getting sick. I can't make her mine and I can't leave her out of my life. Because she is the only person who is always been my side. But seokjin is a good person who makes her life better than me.

Our worst past
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I'm out of breath. Someone is holding my throat. My thoughts are tormenting me.wisper to my ear "just endured it" no let me die"

I was standing on the highest point of the school's terrace. I was wearing a Sweatshirt and hoodie covered my face. I was trying to kill myself.I was standing in such a way that if I let go of my hand, I would fell down.

Suddenly a girl running away from the door and come to me..she was sweating, she stood up instantly out of fear she took a deep breath.

The girl - Don't .......don't try to hurt yourself.
Yoongi-" Just leave me alone .i shouted

The girl -" You know?  I also tried to kill myself.
Yoongi-"I know"
The girl: Really,  but how! then come down here."
Yoongi-"No!"
The girl -"you know, my big sister always  used to torture  me, No one is by my side, my father and mother also only believed her, abandoned my pet's, my bf also leave me because of her, my life is a mess"

Yoongi-"I don't want to hear your sad life story."
The girl -" Ok, then extend your hand, I want to die."
I came down from the top and covered my face, But I falls down but the girl grabbed my hand. I swept over the girl  But my face could not be seen because of the sunlight.
Yoongi-"I'm not like you who tried to kill herself "
The girl -" Then what r you doing here for! "
Yoongi-" Just watching, my mind is totally blank"
The girl -" OK, I'm going now...
Yoongi-" excuse me, your name? "
The girl -"(Y/N) (she gave me  her brightest smile) "

"Her eyes told me, I couldn't hear but I could feel.it's been a while since my heartbeat like this "
   

Yoongi-" I'm min yoongi"
(Y/N)-" What class is you in, I want to see your face, let me see!"

But I don't said anything left in the Terrace.
(Y/N)-" yoongissi , you are so stubborn."

So, this is our first meeting, we knew each other's worst past.

I had a reason to live instead of dying.

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We sat at a small table and ordered food. Food fog flying everywhere. I want to order ttokboki but seokjin interrupt, they want to drink soju

(Y/N)-" Ajumma give me ttokbokki...
Seokjin-" and soju(alcohol)"
(Y/N)-"Soju?! No! alcohol, please.
Seokjin-"Why..
Yoongi-"Ajumma give me 2 bottles of soju"
(Y/N)-" you too!! "No, don't!!
Yoongi-"I'm frustrating right now I need it "

They did not stop drinking soju, and They started making fun of each other.
Seok jin-" heyyy! youuuu jerrk why you don't leave alone her"

Seokjin and yoongi cheeks have turned into red, just like some girl put on pink make up on their face.
Yoongi-" What about you!  You jerk..
 they were just stared singing and dancing, gobble up all food(Y/N)-" Stop...
Seokjin-" (Y/n) you come to me" he's playing with my hair and presented me his all-time goofy smile.
(Y/N)-" Sunbe, please go back "
Yoongi-"Yes, hurry to get up and go"
(Y/N)-" Why did you stick your tongue out seok jin sunbe !"
Seokjin-"I'm not going"

Yoongi started to roll up the sleeves of his shirt.
(Y/N)-What are you doing!"
Yoongi-"My fist shoots out instinctively when I see garbage"
Seokjin-" What!"
(Y/N)-" stop it, you two need to make up now!"
Yoongi-" No way"
(Y/N)-" I'm dead serious!"

In the morning
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Screams were heard from yoongi's room. I running away in yoongi's room.
(Y/N)-What happened !"
Seokjin-" Why I'm sleeping here, he has not raped me, isn't he? "yoongi staring at him disbelief face.
Yoongi-" Me! Huhh! "

(Y/N)-" you two don't remember what happened last night! "

they both shaking their head, Both-" No! "

 suddenly Last night memory pop up •••••••

Both suddenly started crying.
Seokjin-" I guess I can't change someone's feelings by just enduring"
Yoongi-" Don't cry..... It's OK, it's OK.
Seokjin-" Come here, my friend "

Seokjin kissed yoongi's cheek.
Seokjin-" why you don't like it".
 yoongi patted his back, Yoongi-"Nooo, I likkkeee it"
Seokjin-" Really I knew it you must've fallen for my charming kiss"

Come back to a sense ●●●●●●●●
(Y/N)-" Now remember anything, come here and eat your breakfast "