Run (Darkiplier x reader)

27

Y/n pov

Its been 3 months and i didn't feel the same without him. i went down to the beach at sun set like me and Mark did and played some music in my airpods. i went down to the water and looked up at the sky as my airpods died but i didn't care cuz i thought i was the only one there. one of my fav songs came on and i started to sing along "You  can pretend you don't miss me. you can pretend you don't care. all you want to do is kiss me oh what a shame I'm not there." i sang out i looked back down and looked to my side to see Mark i watch as he wiped a tear from his face and look over at me. I couldn't take it anymore i need him i wanted him. i walked over to him to say hi and to ask how he was doing but something stopped  me. A girl was with him she was more pretty then me was a little more fit then me and thats when it happen my heart broke. I looked at them and watch as Mark looked over to me i turned around and started running when i made somewhat far away i put all my things down and took my shirt and shorts off and went running into the cold water.   As i got deeper my fear of the ocean from when i was a little kid came back but i tried to swim and act and tell myself ill be fine but  the thing that started my fear when i was little happen. A big wave was coming and i couldn't do anything but just watch it. I looked over to where Mark and the girl were standing and started to swim deeper in. I watched as the wave hit me and i was pushed underwater. I tried to get back to the top but my leg was caught on something i pulled and pulled and got it free. i got to the top and watch as a wave hit me again. it was a small wave so it wasn't hard for me to come back up. but wave after wave i knew at one point this was going ot go bad and i maybe wouldn't go home and fall asleep in my bed. And like that a big wave hit me and i want under again but this time i had no strength to go up again so i let myself fell deeper down. i was starting to lose air my head as starting to become light and i felt dead at this point.  I guess this is my goodbye...