Who I Am and Who I Will Become

Chapter 1

So this is just something I've decided to type up since I had writers block on my other story.

"Shut the fuck up! Your so fucking stupid! Just get out!" she paused for a moment. "Didn't you hear me dumbass! Get! The! Fuck! Out!"

I grabbed my keys to the house and my car and walked out of my so called "home".

This was something usual to me. I mean Chloe yelling at me and kicking me out. Only after she drank was it when she actually got violent. Like right now. Her, yelling at me is nothing. And me getting kicked out of my house is normal.

When I got into my car I called the only person I knew would understand.

My best friend.

After three rings he picked up. "Hey.Brian?"

"Ronnie?"

"Yeah its me." I paused and bit my bottom lip. "Can I come over?

"Is it Chloe again?"

"Yeah." it was quiet for a moment. I already knew the answer. Since this phone call happened almost ever Thursday. Meaning, it was the end of the week Chloe was stressed out from work. So she drinks a little too much and then her violent side would come out and I'd head to Brian's house.

"Yeah, you know the drill. Key under the mat in the back. Let yourself in."

"Kay thanks. See You in a bit."

I quickly hung up on him and started the car. I rolled down both windows and turned on the stoereo. As I drove the normal 10 minute drive to Brians house I began to think. Maybe this is getting to become a regular thing. Getting into a fight with my drunk mom, getting kicked out, grabbing my keys and heading off to my best friends house.

I know it doesn't bother him, since he lives basically alone, but it's just that I don't want to keep going through this each and every day. I mean come on. Happened all of Freshman year, sophomore year, junior year and now senior year. Yeah I know school is almost over and Summer is coming but I really don't want this to continue. I'm over it. As I pulled into Brian's driveway I turned the car off and sat there for a little.

"Here we go again." I said quietly to myself as I Got out the car. I walked towards the trunk of my car where I usually leave my tote bag full of things I need when Chloe kicks me out. Make-up, cloths, underwear, socks, most importantly my extra money..

as I throw the bag over my my shoulder and made my way to the back of the house I noticed Brian's roommate, Drake, was still up. Meaning most likely, he's probably hitting the bong. Me and Brian had decided to quit smoking and the other things we did about 6 months ago. We felt, well I felt like we should stop since his mind takes off with out him. As I bent over to reach for the key under the mat I heard the door squeak open. I imagined it being Drake since Brian had work early tomorrow he would probably be fast asleep. I mean it is almost 1 in the morning. But to my surprise he was wide a wake looking down at me with his big Beautiful Bluish Green eyes.

"Knew it was you." he said while he opened the door a little wider to let me in. the door squeaked a little more.

"Your up?" I said in disbelief

"No shit Sherlock!"

"Why?" I said as I took a step into his home.

"Couldn't sleep. Thought I'd just wait until you Got here."

We made our way to his room. I sat on the corner of his bed while I slipped off my converse and threw my bag to the far corner.

"So what happened this time?" Brian asked as he sat down next to me.