In Your Eyes

Prologue

Senior year-high school

"It is okay, you can kiss me, I won't be upset," you said with a nervous look in your eyes. You looked around the walk-in closet in Jungkook's room; it had one light but you remember playing in here as kids trying to hide from your group of friends during intense games of hide-and-seek. However, today was different, your same group of friends decided to play a game of seven minutes in heaven now that you were all older and in high school. You ended up getting paired with Jungkook, which you thanked the luck of the draw for that. While you were happy that it was with him, it also terrified you that you might be a bad kisser, you hadn't heard differently but you had only kissed a couple of other guys and wanted to be perfect for the boy you were so desperately yet secretly in love with.

"W-well, o-okay since we have to anyways for the game. I just don't want it to be awkward afterwards,"Jungkook stuttered as he tried to figure out what you were thinking but failing to notice any sign of emotion in your eyes. He had always been good at reading people just by looking in their eyes, however you were his exception, he could never understand what was going on in your mind or heart.

"Don't worry Jungkook, everything will be as it once was, nothing will change and in time, we will look back at this and laugh," you said trying sound confident knowing how truly uncertain you were of your lip-locking skills and you could feel it due to the light shaking of your hands. You always tried to keep a poker face around Jungkook because he would tell you stories about his acquired skill in reading people by looking into their eyes. This was the closest you had ever been to showing any kind of emotion and were honestly scared that he might be able to figure you out.

Luckily he didn't when he weakly moved closer to you, you then moved forward ever so slightly as your heart skipped a beat looking at the apprehensive 18-year-old boy in front of you. It went on like a game of checkers going back and forth taking turns of moving closer but only an inch or less. This had been your dream ever since you had met Jungkook. He was so adorable to you then and since he had grown into a stunning young man, your little playful crush turned into something bigger, little did you know that Jungkook also felt the same way about you.

You were finally close enough to feel his muscular chest against yours, your chest wasn't big but you could still hold your own against other girls your age, so when he felt your chest on his, he almost shivered, the sexual tension beginning to be overwhelming. He put his hand on your cheek as you moved your mouth closer to his and suddenly your lips collided with one another. His lips were so soft that you felt you could almost use them as a pillow. The kiss was so sweet and your heart was pounding so loudly that you could feel it in your ears so naturally you were worried that Jungkook could feel it as well.

Your heads tilted in order to deepen the kiss and all of sudden his hand went around your waist to pull you closer so that not even the thinnest piece of paper could get through. You both had wanted this for so long and yet neither of you wanted to say anything, too afraid to ruin the beautiful friendship you had created all those years ago. But in this moment, you both silently told your minds that your hearts had won this time.

Jungkook decided to bite your lip due to a tip he had been given by Namjoon, who told him that he expects a thank you afterwards if he chose to use his advice.

He was rewarded when your mouth opened with a gasp and he could slip his hot tongue inside of your mouth. He knew he'd have to thank Namjoon later. At this point, you were so turned on that you were ready to risk it all.

You decided to join in, battling your tongue against his, eventually winning to which you ended up exploring every inch, every crevice and placing it into the smallest, but most memorable part of your brain. You ended up reaching for his hair to run your fingers through and at times grasp and pull on the strands, to which he replied with a moan, the sexiest sound never leaving your thoughts.  He then ended up lowering his hand and squeezing your ass, a whimpering sound coming from your throat.

You then could feel his hardened cock through the fabric of both of your jeans. You wanted to strip him down and make love to him all night long with no barriers, no friends to butt in, no fear that you would lose his friendship. You were ready to risk everything.

You shivered due to his hand starting to go underneath your thin blouse, you reached for his belt and began to take it off. The button and zipper of his jeans were so stubborn but you kept trying until the closet door slammed open, only to see eight eyes peering away from you. You quickly both backed away from each other and fixed yourselves back up to enjoy the rest of the party like nothing ever happened.

After that night, you both promised to not bring it up again as your hearts were telling you that the other one didn't not look at you in a romantic type. What neither of you realized was that both of your sets of eyes, also known as the windows to the soul, were screaming about how much you love you had both built up over the years and how those secrets, that could be seen by just about everyone, except you and Jungkook.