Cuz You're My Baby Boy || ZHONG CHENLE

Far Farrell

Jiyoo

I was holding my phone as we waited for my dad's chauffeur to arrive. I was about to call my brother to inform him that we landed safely.

Suddenly someone bumped into me with his trolley causing me to accidentally throw my phone on the road. I looked around to make sure no cars are around and went to take it back. But my dad pulled me as a car was suddenly driving towards me.

"Honey are you okay?" He asked me.

The car drove fast infront of me leaving me in shock when I see my phone breaking fo pieces. My head hangs low as I tried to stop my tears from falling. Every single bits of beautiful memories I had left was in that phone and now everything is gone.

I guess...

Even the world wants me to forget everything...

After settling the matter of my damaged phone. We went to get me a new one and I also asked my dad fo get me an apple watch. I bought the exact same ones as Chenle's.

Wearing it makes me feels somewhat close to him. I wonder how is he doing right now? I hope he's fine. I kinda have a bad feeling about him. I feel like I just got stabbed. It is like I'm sensing something is wrong with him but I can't put my finger to it.

We arrived to my new home a bit late. I excused myself and head straight to the room prepared for me.  My parents were nice enough to make it look exactly like my room in Seoul just to make me feel at home.

I placed everything to wherever each things are supposed to be. I looked into my first luggage which is the bigger ones. Inside, there's my pretty clothes. Almost all of them were bought by Chenle and Jaehyun for me. I barely can find any that I bought for myself. I put these precious clothes on hangers and hang the up in a closet prepared for me.

My mom and dad bought me skincares and perfumes as a welcome gifts. The arrangements are beautiful. I placed all of my clothes and went to plopped down on the bed.

I get up, grabbed a frame and went to look at the window. The stars tonight are beautiful. But I can't share it with anyone.

I can't share it with him...

Chenle

I'm in Jaehyun hyungs house. He let me stay until I feel better. He let me stay in his sister's house until I feel like I recover.

The wound on my forehead can, but not the one in my heart. Losing her feels like losing a part of my soul. My head is hurting but I can't bring myself to sleep. I tuck myself in her bed, in her blanket.

The candy like scent lingering around makes me feel like she's around. I feel safe like this. I took her blanket and get up from bed to the window. I looked up at the nightsky.

She's so far from my reach. It's gonna be hard for me to be unable to see her again. The thoughts hurts me deeply.

Suddenly I receive a knock on the door. Jaehyun hyung came and lean against the wall beside me. He reach to me and sitting on his palm is a pink macaroon.

"She always says sweets are the best remedy for pain" he said.

I took it and and thanked him. I can feel him glancing at me.

"You know what? This is not good to be said right now but.... Don't give up on her. She's doesn't easily love someone and the only people she ever loved this deeply is you... I know she'll wait to seize the moment and come into your arms again so you should do the same..."

"Really?"

"Yeah... Jiyoo has always been the fragile type. Yet she never showed it. She loved you so deeply and I can feel it through how she looks at you... So don't even think of falling out of love"

"For now.... Just go on with life. Make her proud with you. Show her that you're the baby boy she loves so much and you're strong to bear all of this. It won't be long... She'll be back. Just do the next right thing..." He said and left me alone.

"I'll wait for you... Every second in life without even letting you slipped out of my mind"

Until we share this nightsky again