Cuz You're My Baby Boy || ZHONG CHENLE

Idolize

( Special chapter)

Jaehyun

I looked at the closed door infront of me and sighed before I knocked.

"Jiji...." I called her.

"You can come in. The door isn't locked" she shouted from inside.

I twist the knob and pushed the door open. I looked inside the room and I saw her leaning against the dashboard. She looked at me and smiled. Her eyes are so puffy and swollen. It hurts my heart seeing her this way.

"Your stuff... Are they all packed?" I started talking to her.

"Yeah... I got them packed already" she glanced at the bags.

"You're sad?" I sat at the edge of her bed.

"Obviously.... I grew up here in this house with you. You're the one who took care of me. If it's not because you're an Inssa, I wouldn't have been an inssa. I would've been long alone this whole times. You're the one who paved the way for me. You showed me Jina and we became bestfriends. Your friends are close to me too. I don't know what am I going to do when I get there" she took out a frame from under her pillows and looked at it with love.

"What am I gonna do without you Jae?" A tear breaks out of the brim of her eyes.

"I'm so big but I still depends on you all the time. Without you... I'm nothing" She looked down and continued crying.

I took a deep breath to control myself. I won't cry in front of her. I'm her role model since we were a child. She always looked up to me. She made me her role model and always gives me credit for every single achievements even though it was her all along.

It was her who did it. It was her who's brave and courageous enough. It was her talent. But every single accomplishment...

She'll say I'm the one who made it happened for her...

"Jung Jiyoo... You're an ace not because of me. I'm just a role model for you to follow. You made your way on your own and I'm proud of that. Yes it's going to be tough there but I know you can" I ruffled her hair.

She looked up to me with teary eyes and smiled. Suddenly she hand me the frame she's holding.

I took it and looked at the pictrure. My heart breaks seeing the picture.

"Do you remember the time I told you I joined the arts club?" She asked.

"Yeah It was your first year in junior high..." I nodded.

"At that time I drew a picture of us in our childhood. The picture in my wallet. "I wanted to give it to you for your birthday. But I was hated by many girls because they thought I'm your girlfriend so they tore the drawing and scatter them inside my old bag so I can't give it to you"

"When I was cleaning and packing I found the bag and cleaned it. The I found paper scraps and when I collect them... I decided to put it back together. This is the drawing I wanted to give to you. So here it is... After many years, I finally got a chance to hand it to you"

"Ji-"

She hugged me tightly. My tears were threatening to fall. I hold it in and embraced her.

"Thank you Jae... You raised me up. You will forever be my role model, my big hero and I love you so much" Her tears falls on my shoulder.

"I don't know when we're going to see each other again but Ji... Please be fine. Eat well and don't skip meals. If you need anything, just buy it. Do it how you usually do it" I give an awfully unhelpful advice.

We chuckled a little. She let go and smiled.

"Well have a good rest" I said.

"I can sleep on the flight!" She said.

"Okay Mrs. Zhong"

"What the fuck? Jae!" She cursed.

I stick out my tongue and left her room. I went to my room abd plopped down on the bed. I closed my eyes and tears start to roll down at the end of my eyes to the pillow.

"If it wasn't because I want you to be brave Ji... I wouldn't try to be an Inssa" I muttered to myself and cried till I fall asleep.