[Completed] Be As One (Sana x Reader)

Chapter 3: Sick

I am not sure about the ending yet, whether they will still stay together and change or not, but there will be flashbacks of their good times. So there will be some sweetness now and then. Hopefully it's not too confusing.

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"Can you stop fidgeting?" I asked annoyingly and she didn't stop.

I turned around and obviously she's not comfy.
I signed and pull her close to me and let her sleep on my arm

"Here. Stop fidgeting." I command and tightened my arm around her, "Sleep"

"Y/N-ah... slept?" Sana whispered but as I am tired of talking already, I pretend I just fell asleep already.

She snuck herself closer and I can hear/feel her smelling me again... I do miss her smell as well....

She began talking though she thought I am asleep....

"Do you think our marriage... us.... can still be saved actually?...... Is there a point of all the acts except for the kids?..... We are worse than before..... before marriage, we fight, but we talk... now... we don't even talk or even look at each other....

I can seldom or even never see myself in you anymore.... what do I do? I still do love you.... do you love me??.... *sign*.... I am talking to a person alive inside or it's already died in this 10 years?....

We are always talking about change. But what needed to be changed? We fell in love because of who we are right? Our problems are just coming back every time and I have no idea how to change it......

Maybe we should really go to that doctor recommended by mama? That doctor who can save marriage?? I don't know. Will you go with me if so??

AISHI... what am I doing... even if you are awake, you won't answer me anyways~ Nightsss.... hubby.... I miss this name as well... I miss you calling me princess, babe, wifey, Satang and so on. Now is just... Sana.... *Sign* *kiss* Goodnight, love."

.....Sana... I didn't realise what I called her had changed during these years.... I opened my eyes and admire her beauty again, "Goodnight, babe, wifey.... I am sorry....."

The next day after we woke up, as agreed, we still act like nothing happened but not as close as yesterday already. We played with the kids and cooked our lunch and drive back to our home before the sunset.

Sana took the kids for shower while I unpack the stuff and cook our dinner. I couldn't stop thinking about what she said and what Aiko said.

After we put the kids to sleep after showering them we our kisses together and promising them mummy and daddy will be together as we love you and love each other this kind of bullshit, I invite Sana for another talk with some wines as well. She talks more with wines.... lots more.... and we express ourselves better as well with the help though both of us are not drinkers.

"No cheese tonight? Just fruits?" Sana joked at my sides

"You would kill me if I give you cheese every night as that's gonna be tons of calories plus wine. These are fresh fruits you like if I recall correctly." I gave her a fork and a glass of wine as I speak

"Not entirely right nor wrong. But I am already happy you prep it. Can I treat this as your gesture to reconcile again?" 🐿🧐

And we chat for a while about our kids as what else can a married couple can talk about right? Luckily Aiko will need kindergarten soon after pre-school, so we had another subject to talk about and not to mention the gossips of our kids liking the other kids at school or our friend's children