Chapter 11: Goodnight

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A short update.
Hope it's fine for you all.

I am stuck with all my stories so.... bare with me 😭

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"mmm.... omma....?emm.... appaaa~??" As we speak, Sana suddenly freaked out as she felt Shin fidget and he finally opens his eyes consciously

"Yes! Yes wuli Shin-Chan!!! Omma Appa are here our baby!!!" Sana answered in tears as I rushed next to Sana and held my first born's hand... cold hand...

"Omma... *sob in Sana's arms* I... I am sorry.... I did something bad, right?

I shouldn't climb up. It's my fault. Auntie uncle didn't know... and of course not Atsu's fault, he couldn't stop me... *wail*

When I fell, he tried his best to help me... but... we... I.. there's lot of blood.... and I... can't remember...

I was so scared... Atsu too. Please, omma, tell him it's not his fault, don't scold him. I should listen to him that time... I always listen to him when he insist... not this time... and I-""

"Baby, it's ok now, it's ok." I brush his hair and caress Sana's back and gave them a big hug, "Don't do this to us again, Shin, you scared appa and omma. We will always be here for you. If you need anything, any wish, tell us, and we will make it happen.

But for now, you need to rest, be a good boy and not running around. Listen to doctor and nurses, ok?"

"Yes, sir!" This little kid replied with a salute that made Sana and I laughed, and he suddenly hugged us tightly again as he whispers, "I am happy that appa and omma are here together. No fight. My wish is that we can stay like this forever, with Atsu and Aiko-Chan...."

After hearing that, we all went to silent and treasuring this moment... his wish... a simple wish... is his family as a whole to stay happy forever...

The wish he would die for.... even at this young age...



"Appa, where are they? My brother and sister? I want to say sorry to Atsu and also to Auntie and uncle. They must be worry and sorry." Shin asked as he pushed us away hardly...

"He was just saying he wanted to stay like this forever and he's now growing up and pushed us away... he's growing up...!!" 🐹😭😭😭

"Omma....😅 *kiss* I love you~!"
"Sana.....😑"

After she received the kiss and hugs from our still baby Shin, she glared at me

"?? OH! I love too!! *kiss* Shin as well, come here again! *kiss kiss kiss*"

"Appa, you need to shave! It's... arhhh😫 too many kisses!!!" Shin tried to escape from me and my kisses and of course, me as a real grown man, he can't escape from me

"No more playing, boy! Sleep now Shin!" Our queen ordered and we action immediately but I heard her mumbling to herself

"I only get 1 kiss, ONE! And the kids always get much more love!!!"

I tug Shin into his bed and we both kiss him goodnight... or good morning? It's 7am...

Anyways, we then go out of the room and told the nurse that we will be going home for refreshing as doctor said he's fine after the check up and can discharge in a few days.

"Let's go Sana, he will be fine in no time. Let's go home and refresh with some sleep when we come visit him again.... I guess he demand me to shave...."




"Hey, Sana. Stop getting jealous of our own kids. You don't need to." I said to Sana as we walk towards our car and I tried to hold her hand...

Emm.... wait... weird... we haven't really walk like this for a long time

"I am sorry, what are you doing!? We don't walk holding hands outside, Mister? You only hold the hands of the kids, not their mother or the one who gave birth to them.

Also, this person who gave birth of those 3 only deserve ONE kiss while the kids can have as many as they want, right?" She slapped my hands away and yelled, "who am I to you? A pig to give birth to your children!?"

Oh my god... not again.... 😭🤦🏻‍♂️
Luckily at this time, not a lot of people around to watch this kdrama....

"Don't think like 'uhh like this again..' 'god, why you always went crazy!?' 'Babe, they are our kids!' Those things again! I don't want to listen to those rubbish! You never care about me now!" She continued as she went into the car and slam the door, "oh, sorry for slamming your precious car's door~ too bad, I like doing it!"

"Great." I accidentally slipped.... uh oh! God save me now! It's gonna be never ending!!!

"What did you say!?" 🐹😡

"Sana, seriously, we are going into our 40s soon, in a few years, why you always have to be so childish?

Of course I do love you and I never once regretted it. Not once. Never.

Stop saying something that's gonna hurt both of us.

Maybe as there's no more woman or girls you can be jealous of, now our kids!? They are babies, our babies! Creation of our love, ok!?

Seriously, we both didn't really sleep so now, I need to focus on the drive and not arguing or pleasing you." I replied while I massage my temple, really giving me a headache with her high pitch yelling in a small area





"Sana..?" I was driving and now parked at our mansion. I was wondering why is she not fighting back as usual.

She's asleep.... and what did I do again? I can see her with traces of tears.... why do I have to argue back when I can just sweet talk myself out of it?

"*peck* I am sorry.... again.... I love you.... as usual... more than you ever know...." I whispered as I grab her hands... cold as well...

I quickly turned off the aircon and stopped the servant from greeting us and opening the door.

I told them to make sure the mansion is quiet before I carry her to our bedroom, wash her face for her and also change back to her comfy clothes.

Then I just sit there... admiring her side profile...

She frowning as she sleeps... she must be having a bad dream even though she's exhausted

"Sana, it's ok, I am here with you. I am and I will stay by your side, forever. I promise." I whispered as I try to smoothen the frown she's making.

I then went beside her and hug her in my arms as I closed my eyes, "What an idiot I am... I can never say good things when I am mad and frustrated.

I was saying you being childish but I am just same, still talking back even I know you just want a few more kisses, a hug or just some nice sincere words from me...

That's actually one of the many reasons I don't want to talk to you sometimes as I know my words will hurt you, not I am ignoring you.... I don't want you get hurt when I was frustrated and can't control my temper... *sign*

You have no idea how much I love you, believe it or not, I really don't regret marrying you but I always wonder whether you do... there are so many smarter, nicer, more gentle, more talented man then me, I am just a lucky bastard who doesn't deserve your love and kindness.... I love you... goodnight..."

I suddenly felt something soft on my lips and but my eyes are too heavy to open.

"Pabo, I never regret and I love you. I don't know when I get jealous so easily, maybe I just love you too much and I really don't want to loose you again..... ever....

We used to have more lovely words towards each other.... what made us to this? This jealous bitch and short tempered husband?

Goodnight, my one and only....

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