Virgin Angel - Boyxboy

Chapter 6

THIS CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT AND MENTIONS OF ABUSE. BEWARE

Lukes POV

“You told my dad you would never lay a finger on me sexually. What changed?” I demanded as I jumped through Mikes open window.

“Fucking hell! You scared the crap out of me.” He told me but ignored the question I asked.

“Answer the question.” I’m sick of the lying and I just want to know what's going on with him.

“Don’t tell me what to do.” He turned around and ignored me again.

“Answer the fucking question Mike.”

“No” I walked over to his bed and sat down.

“I’m not leaving until you tell me.” And I didn’t. I sat there for thirty minutes just watching Mike clean his room. “I will go and tell your dad you slept with me if you don’t tell me.” At that he swung around and glared at me.

“You wouldn’t dare.” I gave him a look that said ‘try me’. “It's personal so just leave it”

I got up and walked towards his bedroom door. He grabbed my arm and stopped me from going any further. I looked at his face to see he had tears just about falling out of his eyes.

“I will tell you just don’t let my step dad know you’re here.” I agreed with him then went back and sat on his bed. “I told you that I slept with those girls so that you wouldn’t ditch me. I thought that if you knew I was a virgin that you would think I was a baby. I wanted my first time to be with someone I care about.” I cut him off.

“Then why did you sleep with me?” He told me to shut up and listen before continuing on with what he was telling me.

“I was waiting for this person to come along and make me fall for them but then Grant came along. He was fine until he moved in but then he changed. When mum was out he would start calling me a fag and saying I wasn’t worth shit. I told myself that as long as he wasn’t hitting me that it was fine and I wouldn’t have to tell mum; that she could stay happy.

And it worked like that for a while. Whenever no one was around he would throw names at me but then mum spilt to him that you are gay. The next time she went out he stormed into my room. I was doing my homework at the time and he picked up my book and threw it into my stomach. After that he would throw things at me. Then again the other week when we were on the phone I had you on loud speaker while I was cleaning and he overheard you telling me that you wanted to tie me down and fuck me until I had nothing left. When I hung up he came and told me that Valentine’s Day will be our lucky day; that magical things will happen.” He paused for a moment. We were both crying and I just wanted him to stop telling me.

“Please don’t tell me anymore” I begged him but he kept going.

“I knew what he meant and I panicked. I wanted it to be special so I went to the one person that I love; that loves me even if it wasn’t in the way I wanted. So now Valentine’s Day is in a week and even though I’m not a virgin it's still going to happen.” He burst out sobbing. I didn’t know what to do. The one person a boy is meant to be able to trust is his father no matter if it's his real father or step father they should always be the one that you can trust.

“Come home with me?” I asked him. I couldn’t have him staying in the same house as that beast. Mike didn’t answer but I knew that he wanted too; he was just scared. I got up and grabbed a bag from his wardrobe then grabbed a few pieces of clothes as well as his ipod and charger. “I want you to go down stairs and find your mum. Tell her that you are staying at Mel’s and she is picking you up. I will meet you a few houses down and we can walk back to mine. And wipe away your tears unless you want her to keep you here.” I didn’t leave room for arguments by quickly jumping back out the window leaving Mike’s bag in front of his feet.