Princess's Pov :
" Princess ! " " Wake up !" , i heard my brother shout , he was shaking me , agressive for some reason which alarmed me because one , he doesnt live with me so why is he here ? Two he sounded worried .
I jumped up , my eyes were barely open so i couldnt really see too much .
" Momma jus got rushed to the hospital ! Get up quick we gotta dip ! "
Now i was woke , my momma had been very sick she had lung cancer and the flu . I was the only one taking care of her , medicine after medicine .
I sprung out the bed and threw on some grey champion sweats with a white tank top and a grey jacket halfway zipped up , put my hair in a messy bun and applied some clear lipgloss .
I yanked my phone out of the plug , and ran downstairs and as i approached outside , i saw ambulance trucks disappearing in the distance , i watched the flashing lights as tears filled my eyes . was it her time ? it couldnt have been she wouldnt be there to see me graduate . thoughts were flilling my head .
I slowly walked to the car got in and pulled my seatbelt towards me and put it in hearing a click , my brother sped off . I looked at him , his eyes filled with tears . It was so heartbreaking . My brother definitely aint no soft ass nigga fasho , but this ik this hit him hard . I know that he would blame his self because he was never there to help take care of ma , but it wasnt his fault , it was all in gods plan , even if he was there to help , no matter what you do , you cant change the plans god made for that person .
I broke down , silently though , and before i knew it i fell asleep . When i woke up we had just pulled into the parking lot of the hospital . When we made it to the room my mother was in , she was laying there , the heart rate montior was controlling whether she was alive or not . I slowly walked to her , crying until i couldnt breathe , my heart was aching severely. "Im so sorry momma" i muttered to her gripping her hand .
Mikey was behind me , staring blankly at her , speechless with tears traveling down his cheek and onto the floor . So this is it ? i thought . Shes just gonna get tooken from me before I could even get the chance to make her proud ? And now i realize that death might not be as long as you think it seems . And I was broken .
A FEW HOURS LATER
The monitor ... it was a straight line . It wasnt spikey anymore , it was straight . She was gone . I lost the only parent I had left . I shook her begging on my knees for her to wake up , my brother had walked out the room tears rushing down his face . My heart was gone , i still had hope .. had hope that she would come back . Had hope that maybe the monitor would be spikey again , but no . My birthgiver was gone . Really gone .
