Dantana

Independant

Santana's POV

I went into Dani's room and i saw her awake and she look exhausted i could tell she didn't sleep plus i saw she was liking Instagram photo's all night.I crawled into the bed with her and I hope it would help her get some sleep before Rachel ,Mr.Shue and Tina come over today. I saw Mercedes coming in the room"She's still asleep"Mercedes said"She didn't sleep at all last night just got her to sleep now"I said and Mercedes looked at Dani"It's going to be a long road" Mercedes said and i just nodded"She get's such bad nightmares because of PTSD she wake's up and she is sweaty and shaky"I said and Mercedes just looked at me "Is she better sleeping during the day?"Mercedes asked and i just shock my head"No"I said. I heard Dani whimper lightly and sighed knowing she was having a nightmare"Dani baby"I said and after a couple of minutes she opened her eye's and sighed in relief when she saw me"It's okay"I said. Dani hate's being treated like a child but she has to realize she's so fragile and vulnerable right now because of her PTSD and they are extremely worried about her depression once she let's everything sink in. Dani laid back down and started at the ceiling for a while she did this a lot she would just stare into space for a while. Mercedes and I decide to let her be and go make breakfast when we were downstairs Quinn was there too"I don't know what to do"I said while helping Mercedes with breakfast"The med's aren't helping"Mercedes said"She's scared to sleep she won't admit it but she's scared to sleep"I said"She's putting on a strong face and all she really is breaking inside but she won't let us see.She doesn't want to be treated as a child"Quinn said and i just nodded"It's so weird she was gone for so long she missed her birthday and every holiday at least once it's just weird "Mercedes said. I and Quinn both nodded and i sat down on the kitchen island"I know"Quinn said and i just looked down and i started to cry

"You love her so much" Mercedes said and i just nodded with tears going down my cheek's"Hey it's okay she is with us"Quinn said as she hugged me"I was so scared that i wouldn't ever see her again.I though that i was going to lose her it just made me feel so helpless because i couldn't do anything"I said while crying and Quinn rubbing my back and when we pulled away.We made breakfast and we heard a small noise from the living room. Mercedes went to investigate as me and Quinn finish doing breakfast"Dani"Mercedes said and i just took the egg's off and i whipped away my tears and we went to see and sure enough that Dani was downstairs on the couch"How did-"I started but Dani interrupted me"I figured it out"Dani said she seemed to be in a pissy mood and i couldn't tell if it was her bipolar or her being tired"I made egg's"I said and Dani just nodded"Okay"She said and i got her a small plate and she ate them slowly and then Dani just cuddle into me as we talked

This is how they cuddled^^

"Why are you still with me?"Dani asked and i was just playing with Dani's hair"Because you are beautiful,So brave, so strong and so amazing"I said and then Dani just took my hand"I'm sorry"Dani said"It's not your fault"I said and i saw Dani with tears in her eye's"Santana i cheated on you multiple times"Dani said"Dani you didn't deserve this one bit.It wasn't your fault you didn't want that"I said and she looked down at her hand and I just watched her"I'm never going to let anything bad happen to you again"I said and Dani just started to shake"I'm scared"Dani said and i nodded"I know babe i know"I said"I don't feel good"Dani said and i just moved her hair away from her face"What's wrong?"I asked her"My stomach's hurt's"She said and i just put my hand on her belly"I'm sorry"I said and I pulled Dani into my side and held her while we watched TV.She was so tiny and she was shaking a little and her breathing wasn't right"Dani"I said and turned her head to look at me and tears rubbing down her cheek's and she couldn't breath.I've handled her panic attack's before so i knew what to do.I put her on my lap and took her shirt off so she didn't feel closed and i leaned her back so she could breathe.

After a while she calmed down and cuddles into my chest still on my lap but i didn't mind.I got Mercedes to get me a tank top since Dani seemed hot"Here you go"Mercedes sad and give me the tank top"Is everything okay?"Quinn asked me"She had a slight panic attack"I said"Why?"Quinn asked"I don't know we were just sitting here and next thing i know"I said and Quinn shock her head"Poor thing"Quinn said and there was a door bell and Dani started to shake"Shhh baby it's okay"I whispered and Mercedes went to open the door and i just put the tank top on Dani.I put the movie back on and she cruelled into my chest and when i looked on who it was that came and it was Tina,Rachel and Mr.Shue.And yes Dani is a little better with man now atleast the one's that she know's and that are in the glee club apart from Puck"I'm starting dinner"Mercedes said and Quinn went with her and Tina,Rachel and Mr.Shue sat down and looked at me"This a nice house"Tina said and we just talked about random stuff and after the dinner was ready Mercedes gave us some food Mercedes came back out with plates for everyone"Thank you"I said and Dani slowly ate her food not moving off my lap"It hurt's to much to finish"Dani said"Okay Hon that's okay "Mercedes said and took Dani's plate and Dani sighed and laid her head on my chest closing her eye's and eventually falling asleep.I carried Dani to her room and laid her down and i laid down next to her pulling her close to her.I drifted of to sleep but i was awoken by slight whimper's coming from next to me.Tears were streaming down Dani's face she had bead's of sweat forming on her forehead and she was moving around a lot but she was still asleep"Dani baby"I said she woke up and let out a cry in relief when she saw it was just me.She latched onto me and cried into me while i just held her close to me to scared of what would happen if i ever let her go again.She fell asleep holding on to my shirt and i held on to her and feel asleep as well.I woke up the next morning and Dani was still holding my shirt dear life.I played with hair while she slept she still had tears track's on face.She woke up after a little and cuddled into me more"Good morning"I said"Hi"She said quietly "Are you okay?"I asked her"The nightmare's they happened at least once every time i fall asleep"Dani said"What was last night about?"I asked her and a tear went down her cheek"He...He got on top of me and...and"Demi stopped as she cried and I just pulled Dani closer to me"It's okay Dani i got you"I said while she cried into my chest"It was so scary every time he came in with a smirk on his face"Dain said and i pulled Dani close to me and pulled the blanket over us"You are shaking"I said"I'm cold"Dain said"I got you"I said i couldn't help but notice how tiny she was you could see all her bone's even the one's on her face"What?"Dani asked me"Huh?"I asked"Your starring"Dani said and i just moved her hair away from her face"Oh you are just beautiful"I said and Dani closes her eye's and Fall's back to sleep.