Dani's POV
I woke up with my phone ringing and i picked it up and all i heard was sobbing"Hello?"I said"She is dead. S-Santana is dead "Quinn said and I just started to cry and then i just stood up and went to my bathroom and i got a blade and i started"I made her do this. Why am i so stupid"I said and cried and after i finished and cleaned it up i looked at the mirror and just whipped my tears away.I can't let anyone here see that i am weak.I just got ready did my makeup changed into this
I just eat breakfast and i remembered that i have a meeting today so i just got ready and went there they told me that i am going to the studio today so i went there and when i was in the studio i want to first do the song that i sang for Santana so i just started it"Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbyeKeep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass but don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlightBut you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch meSee this heart won't settle down"I started to get emotinal"Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at youRun far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
But I can't get my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbyeBut you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling"Now i started to remember everything.Every little second i spend with Santana"So please don't catch meNow you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without care
So here I go
It's what I feel
For the first time in my life I know it's realBut you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch meIf this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me"And when i finished we made it perfect and we did some other song's and when we were finishing off i got a messege and i saw that it was from JoeJoe:Hi.I just wanted to ask.Do you want to hang out?
Dani:Yes of course i kind of need to pick my mood up so sure
Joe:Okay so should i pick you up?
Dani:Umm yeah right now i am in the studio so i am just going to give you the address
Joe:Okay see you later x
He wrote and gave him the address and then after sometime me and Joe met up and we just went into his car and we drove to Starbuck's and we just drove into the drive way"So what do you want?"Joe asked me"Pumpkin Spice Latte"I said and he nodded and smiled and he ordered his and mine and when we got it we just drove and then after sometime Joe drove us somewhere"So where are we going?"I asked him and he smiled"You will see"He said and when Joe parked we left the car"So what are we doing here?"I asked and he just smiled"Just come"He said and i just nodded and we went into a building and it was ice skating."I can't ice skate"I said when we put the shoe's on and he just took his hand out and i took his hand"I will teach you"He said and when we went on the ice.I saw Joe holding my hand and then when we slowly started to move i nearly fell and Joe just put his hand's on my waist and i just looked at him.Our face's were so close and i just looked down as i started to have tears in my eye's.I feel so guilty but we just kept on ice skating and then after that we went bawling"This day was fun"he said as we were walking up to my apartment"Yeah i really like spending time with you"I said and he smiled"Well you can always count on me"He said and i just smiled"Thx"I said and"Bye"I said and he smiled"Goodnight"He said and i just kissed his cheek and i just opened the door and went into my apartment and then i just smiled i think i like Joe.Then my mind went to Santana and i started to feel like this is all my fault.