Not meant to be

Rain

(Mick's point of view)

I awake to the sound of crying. I look over and notice (Y/N) is laying on her side, her body is curled up in a ball and she's shaking.
I sit up and look over her.
​"(Y/N)? Are you okay?" I ask.
She rolls onto her back and looks at me, her face is tear stained and her eyes are red. She signs and rubs her eyes; tears still leak from them.
​"My head hurts," She whimpers.
​"Yeah. Do you want any pain killers?" I ask her.
She shakes her head and curls up in a ball again.
​"I just want my mind to shut up," She growls through her tears.
I nod. I know exactly how she feels, sometimes your mind is the worst possible place.
I scoop her into my arms, and she wraps her small arms around me. I rub her back and let her cry into me.
​"Do you want to talk about it?" I ask her.
​"Talk about what?" She whispers.
​"What's going on in your head," I chuckle, I tap her lightly on the head and she giggles.
​"It just won't shut up. Like give me a break," She sighs.
I nod and continue rubbing her back.
​"I have to go to school," She sighs.
​"Um...I hate to break it to you but it's three p.m." I tell her.
​"What!?!" She yells, she shoots up and looks at the clock.
She starts panicking.
​"No. No. No. No. No!!" She says.
​"Did you have something important due today?" I ask her.
​"No," She whispers.
​"Then it's no big deal," I shrug.
She gives me a death glare and I chuckle.
​"No big deal. I'm now behind by one day," She growls, she flops down in the bed and puts her hands over her face.
​"Can't you text your classmates or something and ask for the work you missed," I suggest.
She rolls over and looks at me like I'm insane.
​"What?" I ask.
​"Mick, do I look like a social person," She sighs.
​"Well you talked to me," I laugh.
​"Not by choice," She barks.
I laugh even harder; she is so cute when she's frustrated.
​"So, your saying you wouldn't have talked to me if you had the choice?" I giggle.
​"Yup, that's what I'm saying. Your scary Mick, there is no way I would have talked to you on my own," She chuckles.
I grab my heart and make an 'ouch' face which gets her to laugh harder.
​"I'm sorry but you don't necessarily look like the friendliest human," She giggles.
​"I guess your right. But look how far we have come, you're even letting me sleep with you in your bed," I tell her, I wiggle my eye brows.
Her face flushes with embarrassment, "What. Um...well... Mick, this isn't," She panics.
​"I know, I know. I'm just fucking with you girl," I chuckle.
She rolls her eyes and then grabs her phone off the nightstand. I watch as she sends a text to one of her classmates.
​"See. I knew you had friends," I chuckle.
​"They're not friends," She whispers.
​"You sure?" I ask.
​"Oh, I'm sure," She growls, "I don't have friends."
I pull her into me and ruffle her hair.
​"You have me," I tell her.
​"Yeah. I have you," She gleams, she gives me a big hug and then hops off the bed.
​"I have to go pick up my school work," She sighs.
​"I'm coming," I say as I get out of the bed.
​"No, it's no big deal," She says as she waves me off.
​"After what happened last night I'm coming," I tell her.
Her face goes pale as she relives what happened last night, I see a tear slide down her cheek and I rush over to her. I pull her into my arms, and she lets out a little sob.
​"Hey, hey, it's okay. You're going to be okay," I tell her, she nods into my stomach.
(A/N: I figured she isn't tall enough to nod into his chest since he's 6'4 and she's 4'11).

She calms down and slips her shoes on.
​"Ready?" She asks, I nod and follow her out the door.
When we get outside it is pouring rain. I put my arms over her to try and shield her from some of the rain. We walk to my car and I help her into the passenger side.
​"Holy fuck it's cold," I mention.
She nods and I see she's shaking, and her teeth are clattering. I turn on the heat in my car and then I take my hoodie off and give it to her.
​"Thank you," She says as she puts it on.
The hoodie is huge on her and it looks like she is drowning in it, but I can tell she is enjoying its warmth. I chuckle as she nuzzles the hood with her nose.
She directs me to her collage and then she gets out of the car. I get out of the car after her and she looks at me like I grew horns.
​"What?" I ask her.
​"Where are going?" She asks.
​"With you," I tell her.
She shrugs and keeps walking. The hoodie is down to the middle of her calf and it makes her look like a fluffy burrito.
She walks into the campus with me close by, she walks to one of the bathrooms and then grabs out her phone.
She looks around and then suddenly a girl emerges from the bathroom.
​"Hi," The girl cheers.
​"Hello," (Y/N) says shyly.
I decide to lean on the wall and wait for then to finish. The girl hands (Y/N) all the stuff she missed for today. Then the girl looks over at me and smirks.
​"Who's that?' She asks (Y/N).
​"That's my friend Mick," She explains.
I nod. The girl smirks and walks closer to me.
​"Is he the reason why you weren't in class today?" The girl asks.
I already don't like this girl, she's to nosey, I'm not a fan of her attitude either.
​"No!" (Y/N) says quickly. I can tell she is extremely embarrassed now.
​"Really (Y/N), I'm surprised. I didn't take you for a slut," The girl snickers.
I feel my fists clench and my teeth grind. I'm not going to stand by and let some girl call (Y/N) a slut.
​"Listen here bitch! (Y/N) just came to pick up her shit that you where so kind to deliver. We're not here to talk to you about our personal business. (Y/N) doesn't have to tell you shit if she doesn't want to so stop asking questions. Now if you will excuse us, we have to get out of this fucking rain!" I yell at the girl.
The girl looked at me and starts shaking.
​"I'm, I'm sorry," she whispers.
I scoffed and grab (Y/N)'s hand leading her out of the campus. When we got to the car we sit in silence for a while. I'm trying to calm myself down.
​"Are you okay?" I ask (Y/N) once I have calmed down.
​"Yeah," She sighs.
​"Do they always talk to you like that?" I ask her.
She sighs and shakes her head looking down at her feet.
​"(Y/N) you can't let them talk like that about you," I sigh.
​"I know, I just, I don't really have good people skills," She sighs.
I nod and put my hand on her knee.
​"Thank you," She whispers.
​"For what?" I ask.
​"For yelling," She whispers.
​"Really? Any time. Please no need to thank me. If you want me to yell at someone just tell me, I don't even care who it is or what they did I will gladly give them a piece of my mind," I laugh.
She chuckles and puts the hood of the hoodie on.
I drive her back to her place.

When we get into her apartment I get a text from Corey.

Corey: Was up dude?
Mick: I'm over at (Y/N)'s place. Why?
Corey: Oh cool. Can we come over?
Mick: No
Corey: Why not?
Mick: Because she doesn't want visitors right now
Corey: You're a visitor
Mick: Shut up
Corey: hehe okay love bird
Mick: Shut up!

I hear (Y/N) giggling.
​"What's so funny?" I ask.
​"Your conversation with Corey," she chuckles.
I laugh and pull her into my lap.
​"You can invite them over it's cool," She chuckles.
​"Really?" I ask.
​"Yeah. I think it will help with my mood a little," She suggests.
​"Alright," I sigh.
I text Corey again

Mick: She said you guys can come over.
Corey: Really!
Mick: Yeah just don't be too obnoxious, she's had a long couple of days.
Corey: Alright we will be over in a bit. Send the address.

I send him the address and then go into the kitchen to make (Y/N) some soup. She puts on a movie and cuddles up in my hoodie, I have a feeling I won't be getting that hoodie back.

Some one knocks on the door and (Y/N) get's up to answer it. She get's on her tippy toes and looks through the peep hole. When she sees who it is she opens the door.
​"Hi," She chuckles.
​"Hi!" Sid squeals.
​"Oh shit!" I think.
I watch as all the guys walk in.
​"Look who it is. If it isn't the housewife," Chris teases.
​"Shut up man," I laugh as I finish cooking.
I walk into the leaving room and pull (Y/N) into my lap again. She cuddles up into me and the rest of the guys sit down in various places around the room.
​"So (Y/N), how have you been?" Clown asks.
​"Tired," She yawns.
The guys all chuckle.
​"So, are you two love birds a couple yet?" Corey asks.
​"No!" We both say in unison.
The dudes all crack up.
​"Come on guys. You know you like each other," Sid chuckles.
(Y/N) looks up at me and blushes.
​"Come on guys stop making shit weird," I chuckle.
​"Whatever man," Jim laughs.

We spend the night watching movies and talking about random things like music or (Y/N)'s career. (Y/N) brought snacks out for everyone and we all had a good time.

As it got late into the night (Y/N) fell asleep in my lap and all the guys started snickering at me.
I picked her up and carried her to her bed and right when I was about to leave she grabbed me and pulled me into the bed.
​"Stay," She whispers.
I look into her eyes and smile.
​"I'll be right back," I tell her.
She nods and lets me leave the room. I walk back out into her living room and notice most of the guys have fallen asleep.
​"So, I take it you guys are staying the night," I chuckle.
​"Yup," Corey coos.
I shake my head at him and just chuckle.
​"I'll be in (Y/N)'s room if you need me," I tell him.
​"Ooh! Look at you. Try not to get her pregnant," Corey teases.
​"What the fuck man! Where not doing that. She's asleep," I yell.
​"Uhuh," Corey chuckles.
​"Is everything okay?" (Y/N) asks.
I look over and notice she has taken her pants off and left only my hoodie on.
​"Yeah where good," I tell her.
Corey smirks, "Mick was just telling me about all the naughty things that-"
I cover his mouth before he can say anything else.
​"Shut up man," I yell at him.
I release my hand from his mouth and he starts laughing.
​"Have fun!" Corey calls after us.
When we get into her room she shuts the door and crawls into bed.
​"What was that about?" She asks.
​"You don't want to know," I sigh.
She chuckles and pats the bed. I crawl in next to her and she cuddles into me.
​"I heard Corey say something about getting me pregnant," She chuckles, "Is that your plan for me?"
I feel my cheeks heat with embarrassment.
​"What no!" I panic.
She bursts into laughter.

When she stops laughing she looks up at me and runs her fingers down my chest.
​"You know, I wouldn't mind, if that was your plan for me," She coos.
I feel my face go pale and she laughs.
​"I'm just joking with you," She chuckles.
​"You really are quite the character," I laugh.
She nods and buries her face into my chest.
​"You know your not getting this hoodie back," She mumbles.
​"Yeah I figured," I chuckle.
​"It's to soft," She mutters as she drifts off to sleep.
I wrap my arms around her and fall asleep quickly.