☆ 𝓤𝓷𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓭 ☆

Ch. 11

➢sᴏ ɪᴍ sᴛᴀʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜɪɴɢ,,, ᴘᴏᴠ. ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ɪᴛ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ?⇠

⇎ 𝕀𝕫𝕦𝕜𝕦'𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕧 ⇎

I sat in my room, quiet as ever as I rocked back in forth. I hadn't talked to Kacchan since lunch, it was killing me. All I could think about was how he could've reacted, it was such a piece of news. Was I just expecting him to be fine with it? Well, partly yes, at least then maybe we could part ways with ease. But the way he just looked at me, it was crazy and I hated it. 

He was a complete mixture of embarrassment, shock, and I could see a hint of disappointment. Almost like he was mostly disappointed it was me who told him the news. It might have just been better if I hadn't said anything at all, maybe just hoped he wouldn't have noticed and live on with my life. But for the chance he did know he slept with me that night, and he started to see a bump.. 

Yo would see it, definitely, it would grow and grow and he would notice it. How in everlasting hell was I supposed to explain to Yo how I got pregnant, especially who it was with. The more I thought about it the more it seemed complicated, either I could take the full hit or, I could throw Kacchan under the bus. But I would feel bad throwing Kacchan under, Yo would most likely go off on him, maybe even go as far as to fight him. One thing I knew for sure out of this whole mess, I did not want Kacchan to get hurt. 

I knew one thing about both of these alphas. No matter what they loved to fight, any chance they got to fight, especially if it was a good reason they would for sure not get in much trouble for , they took that chance. But for Yo , when everyone ever messed with me he would go off, he didn't care what happened. He told me once, it was like when he was in that moment , that specific moment of anger, all he could see was red. He didn't necessarily stop unless he started to see blood, all of it being to scary to think. 

If someone, especially Kacchan had done something to me. To go as far as to get me pregnant, with how well Yo knows me. It wouldn't go well, at that point Yo would stop even if he saw blood. So as the thoughts filled my mind, every possible scenario hitting my brain I continued to rock. Hoping eventually it would go away, all my worries would disappear. 

Now would be a really good time to have Kacchan here with me. 

As I asked earlier, these thoughts started to slowly disappear, my mind slightly clouded with Kacchan. All the years we had spent together, all to meet up to a moment where I would end up pregnant and us no longer talking. 

Slowly I started to drift into my mind, a small knock on my window startling me. Which could only mean one thing, Kacchan was waiting there. But I couldn't let him in, I felt to weird especially with the news I told him earlier. Now he was outside my window, waiting for me to let him in and we would sleep. Except I would, if I could. It would be to awkward for us to sleep together again, taking into consideration I was pregnant with his pup. 

How would tonight even go, I didn't need to find out. I ignored the window and went straight to my bed, not realizing this whole time I was sitting on the floor cradling. Tonight I would sleep, with out him and not over heat. 

Yeah.. 

𝕂𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕚'𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕧

Quiet as a mouse, I sat on the outer part of the window. I knew he wasn't going to answer at first, granted he had just told me he was pregnant. The honey brown bark, unknowingly was lined with splinters, the longer you sat out here the more it came clear. Even better certain details I couldn't see before also came clearer. His window was set up and down with water stains and blurred marks. Wether it was purposeful or just our mistakes over the years of us being here, sleeping together every night. The each had their small stories, something I had never thought of before. Each stain, dent, mark, etc, each and everyone of them had a small story behind it, which raised the question of 'what happened while this all happened'