⚠ Suicidal ⚠
I am going to break
I am trapped in this hell
where I can't escape
I'm supposed to be safe her
to have somewhere to rest my head
it keeps breaking down
and I keep falling
what have I done to deserve this now
you were the one that walked in on my life
crashing every thing I have ever owned
bringing me down
I was fine without you here
I can see my whole world fall apart
I'm breaking
I can't breathe anymore
I'm falling
I can't see anything
I'm dying
drowning in the worst of fears
and my tears
are staying my shirt
making the pain visible
it's cold and you can't see me
I know I will have to go back and pretend that everything is fine
that everything is alright
I am mute
but I still have voice
and I still have a choice
but it's hard to speak clearly when my head is under water
diving in
falling down
I'm breaking
I can't breathe anymore
I'm falling
I can't see anything
I'm dying
drowning in the worst of fears
and my tears
are staying my shirt
making the pain visible
YOU ARE READING
dear diary
Poetry⚠Suicidal, self-harming, abuse, can be triggering ⚠ A diary of poesi and textes about me and what I'm going through. It can be hard to understand.
