I see the worries in your eyes
but please don't worry I promise I am fine
I'm so sorry all i can tell is lies
it doesn't matter because you'd still ask me twice
and never trust me even tho you look me in the eyes
I told you so many times
That when I break I will not come back to life
I tried to promise not to pick up the kinfe
But yet again all I tell is lies
I've dive so deep
Never to arrive
In the arms of my self
My own worth and love
I don't wanna live on this earth
I am turning sick
Sick of life
throwing upp every word that's been stuck in my head now is coming alive
everything comes back up even tho it has nothing to do with this shit
but I can't help it
I can't stop the train coming when I'm tied up by lies in the rails stuck in the face of I'm fine
YOU ARE READING
dear diary
Poetry⚠Suicidal, self-harming, abuse, can be triggering ⚠ A diary of poesi and textes about me and what I'm going through. It can be hard to understand.
