*Zoe's point of view (pov)*
I'm lying in bed with the duvet far above
my head when my phone buzzes.
"Mmmm I'll look at it later " I mumble , to no-one....
After several different forms of procrastination, I lift my arm and pick up my phone :
Tanya
Do you want to go to town today ♡♡♡♡ xx
The truth is I don't really ; my head's killing me but I text back a "sure come round at 11" and head downstairs to knock back some paracetamol.
At 11
*knock knock*
I trudge to door whilst pulling on my cute yellow jumper. I'm wearing a pair of criss cross leggings and a white collared t-shirt with a mustard wolly jumper.
"Coming Tan!" I yell.
When I open the door I see Tan ; she looks lovely in a pink striped top and jeans.
"ZOE!!!!"
"TAN!!!!"
"You look so pretty," I admire.
" Thanks, you too I love your lipstick."
I tell her it's Charlotte Tilbury in glastonberry and then we head out.
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Once we're at town we instantaneously head for costa (a/n me and my chum do this all the time!) and order 2 hot chocolates ( extra large!! ) and go to start our shopping spree......
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2 hours later and we have to have some lunch!!! Also Tanya has some exciting news for me. I wonder what it is.....
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When we have ordered Tan looks as if she has to tell me her news . I ask her but before I can finish she bursts out with it :
" Jim and I are engaged !!!!!"
" omg Tan do the fandom know !"
Okay let me explain :
My name is zoe sugg and I am a youtuber with six million subscribers. My channel is about beauty, fashion and life style . 10 years ago I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. Now back to the story.
" Not ye... Zoe?"
At this point I just begin crying. I cry so hard that I fear for drowning. Tanya is comforting me but already I feel my self slip into a panic... It must last for atlwast half an hour....
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When Tan has calmed me down she asks me what is wrong . Then I tell her. Since louise married matt and niomi smart got marcus , all I have wanted is love. Not just any old love but someone who will call me little one , who we can share our YouTube experience with, someone to hold me when I'm scared or anxious but most of all some one who will love me back.....
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When I'm done talking the waitor brings over the food and Tan tells me it will soon be okay.....
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Hope you enjoyed this chapter !!! Sorry it was long but the next will be shorter
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