•~Why does it matter?~•

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it was the same everyday.

new video ideas, new adventures, work, work , work, work, and more work. All day, everyday.

But why does it matter?

Romans not the one struggling.

It's clearly Logan, Patton, and Virgil.

Virgil has anxiety! He always needs comfort and is super important for Thomas!! It would be selfish to take away time spent on Virgil!!

and the poor puffball padré! He's repressing his sadness to take care of us!!! He needs all the care he can get. It's rude to ask for help when somebody always puts others before them....

And Logan!! He feels like he's not listened to, and that everyone thinks he's a joke!!! He's super important to make sure Thomas doesn't do something dumb!! bothering him would just make me a burden......

b-but what about me? is my hurt not enough? Is it because I hurt all of them? I insulted Virgil when he's so important, and I don't help at all with Patton being sad.. and I'm always the reason Thomas does stupid things... maybe that's why I don't matter. Because I'm always the problem. Maybe I should work even harder. So I can make up for how much problems I cause.

But why does it matter? I can't change the future, past, or present. All I do is ruin things.

stop thinking Roman, keep working, you don't have time to think, you don't deserve to think. Just keep working.

It's been a few weeks without sleeping.

But why does it matter? I'm the most useless side. And sides barely need any sleep.

Just keep working.

eating isn't very important to sides either, plus, why waste Patton's amazing cooking on a side so useless?

Everything hurts. But it doesn't matter, because I don't matter.

It's getting harder to work....

Where's Logan? The video idea is done, not like it matters. It'll probably not be good enough anyway, the others will make a better idea.

Kinda funny having a side that a mix of creativity and pride, when that side has neither.

It doesn't matter.

It never does.

I don't think I can do this much longer. The sides are good on their own.

This cliff looks like a good spot.

I'm glad they won't mourn over me, why waste time on something so... useless... so, so foul.

maybe if I told them. They could accept it? Maybe if I just talked to them they'd help?

Hah, what a stupid thought.

I'm insufferable, it's no use trying.

If nothing Matters, then let's make this one matter. Let's change the lives of the other sides. Finally they'll be free of the burden called me.

My body hits the ground.

Finally something that matters.

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