A Big Mistake?

Chapter 45 He's My Father

Chapter 45 He's My Father

Previously:

Chapter 31 Oh No"

"Tomorrow I am gonna visit Rei again I hope I feel better which I doubt I can't shake the feeling of something that's been crossing my mind which is making me freak out. I missed my period and I'm starting to panic I know I've been stressed lately so I don't think it's that besides my period is not regular it comes and goes as it pleases so I'm not to worried. Although since then I really can't get the thought out of my head! I'll buy a test to prove that I'm not!"

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What did mommy mean when she was gonna buy a test? For school? Mommy was sick? She never told me.

[He looked at the time]

7:30 I have two hours. I still have time plus there are only 4 more letters and I have a feeling that these last few letters are gonna tell me many secrets that mommy has been keeping. Maybe I'll finally discover who my father is.

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"Chapter 31 Why Did This Have To Happen!?"

"I can't believe it! I am actually.. No it can't be! I'm only 16 years old! I'm not ready! I can't tell him because I'm afraid he'll give everything up for me and them however, I'm even more afraid to the fact of being rejected by him. What should I do! I can't be..

That night I ran into one of my class mates Izuku I didn't tell him. I'm not ready I can't be I can't even take care of myself how can I expect taking care of them."

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Mommy didn't finish her sentence. What was wrong with her?

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"Chapter 32 Facing the inevitable."

"I'm to young to do this. I can't be... please tell me why I'm pregnant I'm only 16! I'm so scared.. Shoto I'm pregnant with your child... I'm afraid I don't know what to it won't go away. I'm not ready to be a mother."

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[Tears fell out of Shouya's eyes]

The hero Shoto is my father..

[He turned to the next letter]

"Chapter 33 Our Baby.."

"I went to see you at the hospital while you were unconscious. You felt my belly I wonder how you would react if I told you I was pregnant with your baby. I can't do it Shoto I'm so scared. We're both still young. Imagine what your father would do! I'm thinking about... Abortion."

.......

Abortion? Mommy thought of getting rid of me?

[His tears increased]

Mommy didn't want me..

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"Chapter 34 Facing the Truth and saying goodbye"

"I haven't written in a while but this is my last letter being here with you. I had to let go of you no matter how much it hurt. Endeavor found out I was pregnant with our child as expected he wasn't happy. My mom told me not to involve myself with you because we are from two different worlds. Even so, I'll cherish our memories always. I'm such a coward not being able to face this problem. Why did I have to get pregnant. It's because of this thing inside my body that we can't be together. I've decided to give birth and put this thing inside me for adoption where someone who actually loves it. I don't think I'll ever be able to love it. Since it destroyed my life. This will probably be the final letter I ever write."

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I ruined mommy's life. I hurt them.

[He sobbed yelling]

It's because of me! I ruined mommy's happiness. Why was I born I don't understand.

[He looked and noticed the final letter]

"Chapter 35 I don't have anymore regrets except loosing you"

"It's been so long. I'm now five months pregnant. I love this child inside my stomach. I found out I'm having a baby boy he's all that matters to me now. He's our baby a life that we created. I hope one day this child Shouya will be able to forgive such a horrible mother who said all those things about him. I love him more than my own life. I don't want my baby to suffer so I'll do my best. It doesn't matter anymore being a hero is still a part of my dream. I've come to realize with my baby Shouya Todoroki (L/N) anything is possible. I have been blessed with carrying a life inside my body which not many women can do. This is where the official beginning of my chapter here it begins. I left this picture of us here in this letter. One day I hope to write another letter including all my good memories with my baby Shouya. I want to thank you Shoto Todoroki for giving me the gift of being a mother. I hope one day you can properly meet your son and realize you're a father."

[Shouya dropped the letter falling to his knees]

Mommy, I forgive you because I know how hard you've tried. Being so young and having me. I'm sorry...

[He looked to the side and noticed another letter]

There are 36 letters. Wait this one is new.

[He opened the last letter]

"Chapter 36 Pain Of Loosing Him"

"Today I wanted to confront Shoto by letting him know he had a son. Instead he chose to run to His fiancé. I don't have any right to say anything after what I did. I tried to call him several times however he said I wasn't as important as his Fiancé.. I was going to tell him when he hung up on me. It turns out I'm gonna always be the bad guy especially when She told me I was selfish all those years ago. Shoto you officially broke my heart. The way you looked at me the other day with such hateful eyes. Do you really hate me that much. I deserve this pain it hurts worse than anything I could have ever imagined."

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[Shouya sobbed even louder]

Mommy, I need Shoto to know I'm his son. If I don't he'll get married to that woman who betrayed you by stealing him away and make her have a happy life.

[He got up grabbing the letters putting them away packing his stuff up heading to school]

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[End Of Flashback]

[Shouya got up clenching his fists as he could no longer cry]

He's a horrible person for not even bothering to listen to Mommy. I'll open his eyes to the truth.

[Shouya looked at the now darkening sky as his ice quirk froze everything in the way]

He'll be the one crying when he finds out his son wants nothing to do with him.

I hate you Shoto Todoroki

I'm going to make you hurt worse than mommy has, You don't deserve her love.

To Be Continued
Hey now that I think about it Shouya is a lot like his dad isn't he? I could tell right away in this chapter could you?