HOUR, hour passed since i woken up and staring at the ceiling, the same routine.
After the happiness there's the sadness.
I gasped and calm myself, tuwing 7 ako nagigising, parang automatic na natatakot ako sa oras ng 7 or sa kahit ano basta may number niyan, sinubukan kong tumayo pero hindi ko parin mabalanse ang sarili ko masyado akong lutang at nadadala sa emosyon ko.
"Fuck lagi nalang sawa na ako." Then i let myself cry out loud.
"Okay that's enough, i'm bothered. What happened?" Napaawang ang bibig ko ng bumangon si Geko sa couch.
Shit why did i even forget na kasama ko siya?
"B-bakit diyan ka natulog.." pinunasan ko ang luha ko, his forehead creased a little. "May extra room sa taas." Dagdag ko.
"You passed out, it's unprofessional to hover your house." Simple niyang sagot, his eyes were still in verge of his drowsiness. Tumango naman ako at umupo ulit. He get up and make his way.
He stand an foot away looking at me.
"Wag ka ngang tumingin mas naiiyak ako." Bulong ko, tumaas lang ulit ang kilay niya.
Tingnan mo tong' driver na to ang taray.
I hug my knee closer to my chest and calm myself, crying would do no good but i don't know how to stop. I must be distracted.
"I'll cook, anong gusto mong kainin?" Tanong niya kaya nag angat ako ng tingin, should i trust him? Hindi niya ba ako lalasunin? Kaki-kilala ko lang sa kanya. "Open your phone." Parang robot na sinunod ko naman ang sinabi niya.
May kinakalikot siya sa phone ko pero hinayaan ko nalang. "Gusto ko ng tuyo at kamatis." Natigilan siya sa ginagawa niya at tumingin sa akin.
"As in?"
"Yeah as in." Amusement dance in his eyes helping himself not to smile. "Please.." i insist the convo, i want to distract myself more.
Ayoko ng malungkot.
Ibinalik niya sakin ang phone ko, it's in splitscreen. Sa Emergency call at Video.
"Dial 911 if i did something wrong against you, and video me. For evidence. I don't know the password of your phone." Simple niyang sagot na ikinaawang ng bibig ko, tumungo na siya sa kusina.
Should i video him for real?
Do i trust him?
I trust him? Fuck. I don't understand myself.
I let him finish, nakayuko lang ako i don't know what to do honestly--
"Stop crying help me here." He flatly said. Tumayo naman ako at sumunod.
"Boss mo ako di ba? Bossy." Busangot na usal ko.
He just laugh, it was manly. "May pupuntahan ka ngayong araw?" He asked. I don't want to answer gusto ko lang singhutin yung amoy ng nilulutong tuyo, i'm salivating i love this morning food.
I stopped. " Sa Red. Company." Sagot ko, i didn't bother to talk since focus na focus siya, it's like its not new to him.
Sanay.
Pinagmasdan ko siya, he had this toned but thin body with the height of 6'1 just a guess and dark green eyes. His messy hair and chiseled jawline. Thick eyebrows and eyelashes. Red natural lips. With his clear skin.
"Hindi ka talaga mahirap." I utter.
"I just need money." He casually said.
"Until when?" I hit the right question to ask.
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