SOMETHING (Rates SPG Man x Transwoman)

Intro

Intro

"Don't you look into my eyes and lie again

I'm sick of being alone"

Georgina's POV

"What do you want me to do? You've already caught me, several times... why are you being persistent, George?" naiiritang anas niya sa akin habang ako ay nagmamakaawa na sa kanyang magbalikan kami.

"Coz I love you... you promise to stay" umiiyak ko na banggit dito dahil hindi ko mapigilan.

Napailing itong ngumiti sa sinabi ko, like I was saying the most funniest joke ever to him. But damn I still love those smile even it tells me a thousands of lie.

"You really believe that? So naïve of you, Georgina" nakangisi nitong tugon sa akin at muling umiling sa sinabi ko.

Kahit na siguro gawin ko ulit ito ng napakaraming beses ay hindi na mababago ang isip niya. Kahit hindi na namin ibalik yung dating relasyon namen. I just want him back to me at once kahit nakakatanga. I just love him that much that I don't want him to leave me.

"Okay lang sa'kin yung set up na may ka meet ka, may kasama ka... may kahalikan or kahit kasex-" hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko when he start to curse me.

"Fuck! Shut it up George... Are you hearing yourself? Get a life... you disgust me..." at hindi ko na napigilang humagulhol ng iyak nang sabihin niya yon.

...and I don't want to remember any of that anymore.

Crap! That scenario always repeating on my mind like a broken record. Pero hindi ko kasi mapigilan lalo na and it was just like 3 weeks ago. It's not almost a month since that happen but no one can blame me. Still hurts like hell, I just love him and there's nothing wrong with that. Overdose of shit love.

Anyhow, I was walking like for almost 2 hours and that security guard must be lying of telling me the administration building was near ahead.

Matapos din kasing mangyari yon ay agad na akong nagprocess to transfer to another college. Ayaw ng Ate ko gawin yon pero I can't stand those people always gossiping of about how desperate I was to him.

I just making a round all over this campus but still I can't find the administration building to submit my papers so I can process my enrollment here already. I was nearly discouraged of asking people since I humiliated myself in front of my fellow student of asking Chris to love me again. Yeah, so naïve of me.

"Hi?!" biglang may nagsabi sa likuran ko.

"Huh? Hi, me?" paninigurado ko lang, I don't want to assume again. There was this gorgeous lady in front of me plastering her sweet smile like I was a joke. Since that day I really don't trust people smiling in front of me. But there something about her, it's like I meet her somewhere that I can't remember.

"Pansin ko kasi kanina ka pa nagtitingin sa mga building... saan ba papunta?" she asked. Maybe grab the chance to really ask someone for direction.

"Papunta ako ng admin dito but I can't find my way there..." I finally blurt out that word as my throat dry from this walking around not finding what I've been looking for.

"Oh I was going there too, better come with me before someone prank you here and end up in the woods" she said na ikinabahala ko.

Hindi ko alam na meron pa ding ganitong mga estudyante na kahit nasa college na ay nagagawa pa ring magbiro.