some people sit on their beds and cry all day
others work, work, and work
some...try and pretend that everything is ok
while others stable a smile to their lips
but whichever way you do
it dosent mean that your as good as new
you would want a shoulder to cry on
someone to reassure you
hug you and tell you that it will be ok
even when you both know it won't
someone you can rely on
to always be there
to always turn your frown
upside down
to make you laugh even when tears are running down your face
but what if....that someone is the same one that..
broke your heart..
left you..
hurting..
crying..
suffering..
what happens next?
a friend told me that i would hurt myself even more
if i try to put the pieces back together..
that i'll make myself bleed
she said "simply leave them on the floor....walk away"
but...how could i?
when that someone was my everything?
when i was a nobody before i met him?....
and now..returned to being a nobody..
because he left me..
i should have known that nobody's stay nobody's forever..
they might become a somebody for a while..
a month or two..even six..but thats as far as it goes..
he had made me into THE GIRL for four blissed months..
made me feel like i was the only girl in the world
said things that made the ice in my heart melt..
i guess i'll have to start building a wall of rock...not ice..around my heart
so next time...it wouldnt melt even if it was on fire forever
he had made me happier that i was ever before
and then sadder than i ever was..and ever will be..
i dream of him every night
i knew he was my one and only
i guess that he was my prince charming...but i wasnt his cinderella
someone should sue disney for making every girl belive she had a prince charming!
i cant die from a broken heart, i only wish i did
