A Killers Heart Stolen

Chapter 11

I sat there looking at Jeremy not knowing exactly what I should say. I mean that is a big question and how much could I tell him cause part of it was because I and Blaine are assassins. I can think of a million lies and my mouth is beginning to go dry from not knowing what to say. I am so good at lying that this should be easy, but since I really like him, I have no idea if I can without it sounding like I’m lying. Oh God damn it.

“Kaira, come on you can tell me,” Jeremy says sitting in front of me. I have no idea what to tell him, so I divert   the subject by asking for water.

Tucker gets it and brings back an unopened water bottle. I have to add that it’s unopened cause when I get anything I refuse to drink anything that has already been opened. I’m an assassin, I mean you could potential put an odorless, colorless toxin that could kill me. Anyways I open it and take a drink. I decide to go with a lie that was closest to the truth.

“Ok, well…. I had fallen for him and when I first met him he played white knight. It turned out that one of his friends had set it up that way. He would leave for a while then when he came back we would act like he never left. Then last year I found out during this thing that he was just using me. He played with my emotions and used me. It turned out that he wasn’t a white knight, but a black king.” Ok that was the lie and short version I hate even thinking about what actually happened.

“Oh, that explains it then.” Derek says sitting in a bean bag next to the coffee table.

“And this is why you hate him, but what I don’t get is why he’s crazy?” Tucker says rubbing my arm.

“Cause he continued to try to come into my life. He brought a gun one time, my brothers got him away but now that I moved he can find me. Like I said my ex is crazy.”

“Oh, then yeah he is insane.”

Jeremy has said nothing and I have no idea what that is supposed to mean. I scoot closer to him; I grab his hand. I feel terrible because I can see the pain on his face. I don’t know what hurt him the most the fact that I got played or the fact that I said that I had fallen for Blaine.

He is just frozen so I say that I’m gonna go back home to check on my brothers. I get up and make it to the door with my purse then look at Jeremy who still hasn’t moved, like at all. I wave and walk out to my car and reach the handle when Jeremy runs out and walks over to me.

“I’m sorry for just freezing, but when you said that you had fallen for him basically translated that you loved him.  I didn’t know what to say,” he looked into my eyes and I had no idea what to do except, well kiss him. I did and he didn’t fight it.  Actually, his arms wrapped around me and pulled me tighter into his body.

We just stood there kissing for quite some time. When we eventually broke apart and we just stood there with me pressed up against the car, our fore heads touch and both of us breathless.

“So, you wanna come over tonight and we can continue this?” I say still trying to catch my breath.   

“Sure,” he says then pecks my lips and heads back into the house. I stand there and smirk. My mind is starting to go to the dirty place, like my brother’s do a lot. I can imagine his hands running down my body then ending at my ass-ok getting out of my head now. I quickly get into the car and drive home.

On the way I grab a trente sweetened Passion tea with lemonade from Starbucks. I grab some caffé mistos for the boys.  I get back to the apartment and walk into find Day walking around on crutches, looking fine.

“Ok, I haz coffee,” I say holding up the tray of the delicious stuff. They all rush over and grab it, giving me a kiss on the cheek. I love my brothers but I hope they leave tonight because I want to be alone tonight, with my boyfriend.