Anatomy Of Hatred

Cross Your Mind

*Robin*

Almost a week since our residency started, we all still aren't used to the rush of this hospital. Working doesn't seem to get any easier just seems nearly impossible. Surveys show that it takes at least twenty-one days to get habitual to something, so all we need to do is have patience.

I pulled my clothes and toiletries from the closet and headed to the washroom.

If you have read divergent or watched it you know how their washrooms were right, open, no compartments, no privacy. That's how it felt using these washrooms because they were same-sex washrooms. I didn't have any problem with them, just that I wasn't used to it but I really appreciated the open-minded surroundings, talking about open-minded folks, I'm a bisexual woman and I'm proud of what I'm. I came out to my parents 3 months back, I wasn't sure if they would accept it cause they are like hardcore Catholics. I knew I'm a bisexual since I was 12, but I really was scared to tell anyone because I knew they would inform my parents or my church and send me for conversion therapies. That shit really happened at my church, but now I don't go to church anymore. My parents didn't accept me until a month back.

I heard Liam and Louis talking about some weird type of porn category, they went into the booths next to mine respectively, so I thought it was the right chance to get back to my room before anyone sees me. It was stupid of me to forget my bra and shirt in the closet itself, never again will an idiot like me be born. I wore whatever I had and wrapped the towel around my body holding it with one hand while balancing toiletries in the other. I opened the door. My shower gel was slipping from my hands.

And it slipped, I bend down to pick it up when another hand brushed mine. I instantly looked up and I looked into her eyes. Deep ashy blue. Got so lost in them forgot to keep a hold of my towel.

OMG! did I just flash my titties to Leah?

"Oh shit, I'm so sorry." she said looking away.

A million thoughts running through my head I couldn't understand what to say, I grabbed the towel and just walked out.

"Aghhh! this shouldn't have happened, this is horrible" I kept murmuring to myself on my way back regretting what just happened.

I really did not want to cross paths with Leah after what happened so I decided to leave early. All I could think of was Leah and my boobs. It is terrifying, my heart is pumping loud since that very moment I saw her. 

I saw Cheryl talking to Ethan as I entered the hospital. I didn't know how to act around them so I pretended to not have noticed them.  

"Dr Davis" Ethan called.

My heart raced even more.

I turned around to see why he called me.

"Yes, Dr Lodge is there anything I can do for you?" I sounded so much like a target employee.

"We decided that you and Dr Miller aren't getting along quite as much so for the sake of our patients we wanted to pair her with Dr Payne which means now you get to work with Dr Mercury. Please inform them on our behalf."

And at that moment I knew that I'm screwed.

*Liam*