NIGHT SERIES 1: that HOT NIGHT in Japan

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"Kon'ya wa puraibēto de odoru dake!" (All you have to do is dance tonight in private!) He shrieked.

"Īe!" (No sir!) I shouted back. I was taken aback when he squeeze my cheeks.

"Baishunpu, watashi ni hanashikakenaide!" (Don't ever talk back at me, whore!) I tried hard not to cry in fear, but my own tears betrayed me. "Buiaipī rūmu ni kono baishunpu o tsurete kite. Masutā shi nodaga matteimasu." (Bring this whore in the VIP room. Master Shinoda is waiting.) Two big men came in and grabbed my arms and stormed me out of my boss' office. Sinubukan kong makawala sa pagkakahawak nila pero sadyang mahigpit ang mga ito. Hindi ko na rin alam kung anong naramdaman ko nang hubarin nila ang lahat ng suot ko sa katawan. Pakiramdam ko ay nawasak ang pagkatao ko.

This is not what I dreamed for myself. My mother tried to send me to school and I also tried myself to study, but I couldn't. I was bullied and got bruised almost every day because I looked different to them. My mom didn't know all of that, until I decided to stop. Four years ago, I was left alone, living only for myself. My mother was murdered. As a Japanese citizen, I appealed from our Japanese Court but they said that they can't do anything. And so I thought, maybe a Yakuza has something to do with these. Pero hindi ko alam kung ano bang naging kasalanan ng mama ko sa kanila. Or maybe I'm just over thinking.

I don't know how I easily overcome from my mother's death. Para mabuhay, nasubukan ko na halos lahat ng marangal na trabaho hanggang sa mapunta ako sa ganito. I'm not a prostitute. Dancer ako sa club na 'to at kailanman hindi ko sinubukan lumagpas pa doon. Mas malaki ang kita ng mga babaeng bayaran pero ayokong subukan. Iyon nalang ang meron ako. Sapat naman na sa pang-araw-araw ko ang kinikita ko sa pagsasayaw, plus ang mga tip na binibigay sakin ng mga hapon.

My eyes widened as they pushed me into the dark room. Padapa akong nakapasok sa loob. Sinubukan ko pa sanang tumakas pero huli na ako dahil agad nilang naisara ang pinto. Inilibot ko ang paningin ko only to find the whole place shaded in red but still dark. I find it hard to look what's inside. My hair rose all over my body when I heard someone speak. A man's voice.

"Anatahadare?" (Who are you?) I knelt down and began to cry. That's all I can do. Hindi ko alam kung tama pa bang nandito ako sa sitwasyong to. Naaawa ako para sa sarili ko.

"P-please. M-maawa ho kayo." Nanginginig ang boses ko. Halos hindi ko rin marinig kung anong sinabi ko. Halos manginig ang buong katawan ko nang makaramdam ako nang paggalaw. Mahigpit ang yakap ko sa sarili ko upang maprotektahan sa kung sino man ang kasama ko sa loob ng kwarto na 'to. Natigil ako sa pag-iyak nang may makita akong anino na nakatayo sa harap ko. "P-please spare me." I tried to reach for his legs and I succeeded. "Watashi o kizutsukenaide kudasai. Onegaidakara." (Please don't hurt me. I'm begging you.)

Dinig na dinig ko ang daing niya sa bawat paghinga. "Stand." My eyes widened when I realized that he can speak english. Baka maintindihan niya ako. Baka maintindihan niya ang sitwasyon ko. Yes. It's my fault. Pero wala na kasi akong ibang mapuntahan.

Mabilis akong tumayo at mahigpit na humawak sa damit niya. "Please, help me. I'm begging you. This isn't my job. I'm not a prostitute. Please." Puno ng luha ang mga mata ko habang nakikiusap sa kanya. "Nakikiusap ho ako."

"Sono nomimono o fakku!" (Fuck that drink!) He cursed under his breath. I was about to kneel in front of him when he suddenly pushed me to the door and started kissing me.

My eyes widened in panic and my mind didn't process at once. I felt terrible. I tried to get away but he was holding me tight. Nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataong sumigaw para humingi ng tulong ng ibaba niya ang mga labi niya sa leeg ko. Pero alam kong walang tutulong sa akin. I begged him for mercy but he still continue. Mahigpit niyang hinawakan ang dalawa kong kamay sa itaas ng ulo ko. Kita ko ang bawat paggalaw niya. He puth a cloth in my mouth to keep me shut. Mga daing nalang namin ang naririnig ko sa loob.

"Just let me release, honey." Ang kaninang mga luha ay lalong sumagana sa pagpatak dahil sa sinabi niya. No. No. This is all my fault.

Napahawak ako sa kanya nang maramdaman ko ang pag-angat ng mga paa ko. Binuhat niya ako habang patuloy na hinahalikan sa leeg patungo sa puno ng tenga ko. "This will end soon." He whispered.

He dropped me off to bed. I could feel the rush of his actions. I stayed in bed, unable to move. It was like I was holding my breath. I'm freezing. When I tried to cover myself he quickly turned to me causing my parted legs to widen. I could barely hold back when I felt his fingers on my entrance trying to make it's way inside. Sinubukan kong umatras pero hinila niya lang ako pabalik sa katawan niya.

My body stiffened and I almost short of breath as he licked and sucked my bud as if his life depends on it. I jolted when his fingers find it's way in causing me to whimper in pleasure. His fingers moved slowly feeling every corner of my insides then started to thrust hard and fast that I almost shout. I can feel something is building inside of me. He continued thrusting his fingers as he sucked both of my buds, yearning to be touched. I lose control of my body and started dancing with the rhythm of him, doing wonders on my body. Ang kaninang iyak ay naging ungol dulot ng sarap ng ginagawa niya sa akin. Halos habulin nang katawan ko ang mga daliri niya nang inalis niya ito sa loob ko. A shameful act. Pero nabigla ako nang may maramdaman akong tumutok sa bukana ng pagkababae ko.

"I'm going in." And in one swift move, I felt him inside me, and I can feel that I'm full of him. He moaned in pleasure. "A virgin." He stated. I was overwhelmed by the pain I felt when he entered me. Ngunit habang tumatagal ay napapalitan ng sarap ang kaninang hapdi na naramdaman ko. Napuno ng ungol naming dalawa ang buong kwarto.