The Journey To Our Dreams.

Chapter 6

A/N picture of Me-Me^
Ce-Ce's POV.
I threw a balled up note at Ava saying that she needs to stop stressing about the text and that I needed help to get out of this drag of a lesson! Personally I want to be go ahead and meet with this Thomas Harris guy and see what happens . I mean imagine getting paid and recognised for doing something you love and enjoy. But I think the questions in the back of all of our minds is are we good enough??? Do we have what it takes to make it in the music industry? What if we get hate?! The thing is I think we have all secretly have dreamt of getting recognition because of our music but we all have the same question in our head that makes us insecure, are we good enough? And when you think of that it just get's worse and eventually it leads to, do you look good enough? And I don't want the girls and I to think like that especially not Taylor. Oh let me explain you see Taylor has always had trouble with the way she looked. We used to get bullied in primary school, that's one of the reason's we all toughened up. They targeted Taylor a lot they used to call her fat. But I don't know why because she wasn't fat she was a little bit chubby but she wasn't fat. But then my dad(who was alpha at the time) noticed how bad it was and he spoke to the kids and said that if they didn't stop bullying his daughter and nieces(oh did I forget to mention? All of our dads our brothers. That's another reason we are so close) that he will throw them out of the pack. He wouldn't really but come on, we were 7 and believed anything a grown up told us. Once I actually believed my mom when she said that if I cleaned my room a fairy would sprinkle fairy dust on me as I slept and I would get good luck. I waited all night for that fairy and it stood me up. Kidding. I know she is lying. Now. Any even way after the bullying stopped Taylor was still depressed and we all knew why. She was feeling insecure about her looks. When Jack(my brother) found out about it he was furious(as you can probably tell werewolves are very protective of their siblings) that somebody bullied his sister and his cousins. But he offered to train me and the girls so we can fight back and stand up for ourselves. And now the whole school are scared of us and don't physically challenge us because we have the training of a pack warrior. But I know Taylor still gets insecure. The ride home is awkward because we knew as soon as we get home we are going to have to talk about meeting the club owner/manager. Ugh. When we get inside(we are at Ava's house) we all go to Ava and Ellie's room to discuss our dilemma. "So" Said Ava. "So." We all replied. "Do you guys wanna?" Ava asked. After she asks this we all burst out laughing. "Seriously? We have to make possibly the biggest decision of our lives your question is 'do you wanna?'? Ellie asks her twin. "Well I don't know I mean what if we go and he loves us and he considers making us famous? Or maybe he won't like us and we will be crushed?" Ava shoots back.
"That's true." I said.
"Yep." Me-Me said popping the 'p'.
"I think we should do it." Taylor said. Now that shocks us because we thought Taylor would be against the idea.
"I mean, I don't mean to sound full of my self but it is obvious we have a talent. Let's just go, give it our all and see what happens. Ok?"
"Ok." We replied and with that we go and eat ice-cream and watch The Big Bang Theory. A perfect evening!