"I CAN DO BETTER"

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⚠️ smut warning ahead!!!
serendipity is the theme song for this chapter!
a lot of emotion bout' to go down lmao
lowkey kinda nervous to go into detail, idk why i've written smut before but this time i'm actually nervous.

2 months later

(gia)

i had work off luckily and i was spending the day at home, my mom had a business trip for about two weeks she had left about a week ago. i spent the day texting and calling mariah, reading books, and texting asher. by the way, i got me a new phone and i couldn't say i had feelings for asher; yeah we kissed a couple of times but none of it felt like jimin's kisses; i missed him so bad! i missed the smell of his cologne, i missed sitting in his nice comfortable truck, i missed his attractive sense of style and the way he pushed his hair back, and the way he licked his plump lips.

why did i act like that towards him in the mall? am i stupid?

my eyes were becoming glossy and tears were rolling down my face but i just let them. sometimes i feel like i may be using asher as a rebound but it's not intentional i just need comfort during these low times. asher texted me asking if he could come over i didn't answer, i just wanted to be alone tonight. it was raining and thunder-storming tonight; i always thought it was so peaceful.

i was curled up on my living room couch with my fuzzy brown blanket binge watching 'The Society' on Netflix, i had my heat up kinda high tonight cause the rain was making it chilly. i was slowly falling asleep until i heard ferocious banging on my front door...it scared the fuck out of me. i got up from my couch and looked through the peep hole and that familiar face, that face i missed so damn much was standing outside of it. i unlocked the door and slowly opened it and there he was all soaking wet.

he didn't say a word; we stood there awkward staring at each other and that's when he dropped his umbrella

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he didn't say a word; we stood there awkward staring at each other and that's when he dropped his umbrella.

"STOP FUCKING PLAYING WITH ME GIA! STOP FUCKING PLAYING WITH ME!" he shouted pointing his finger in my face; i backed up. "YOU'RE HURTING ME SO DAMN MUCH YOU KNOW THAT!? I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU; I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT NO MORE YOU'RE DRIVING ME CRAZY. IT'S LIKE YOU NEVER LEAVE MY MIND AND YOU GO AND START TALKING TO SOME OTHER GUY!! YOU FUCKING HIM HUH? HUH?!" he kept shouting in my face and honestly it was but it was sexy too. i decided to piss him off a little more.

"YEAH I'M FUCKING HIM AND WHAT ABOUT IT!" he blinked at me and i saw his fist ball up; he was mad now. his face was no longer pale anymore it was red, redder than before. he slammed my door...no he did not slam my door.

"YOU WHAT NOW I LIKE FOR YOU TO SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN GIA!" he said, he got in my face and i was getting turned on more and more. he was terrifying when he was mad but hot as hell too.

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