𝙊𝙐𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀|𝙋.𝙅𝙈

"PARANOID"

(jimin)

ever since that happened in the shower i've been afraid to even take a shower, afraid to be seen, afraid to have lunch in public, i've been staying in my cell shivering from that traumatizing experience. i had to at least threw up ten times inside of my toilet since then; i felt sick to my stomach. thinking about it repeatedly in my mind made me sick. i was rocking with my knees up to my chest on my bed when i heard knocks at my cell door. i didn't even want to get up to answer but the voice kept calling me.

"jimin open up, you've been in here for four days!" it was jin's voice. i struggled to stand up i didn't want to answer the door. i felt shameful and embarrassed. "hey what's wrong you haven't ate or bathed; are you sick?"

i was extremely sick i was sick to my core. i didn't want to be here anymore and all i could do was cry. i felt like the biggest loser and i have officially lost all my hope.

"jimin don't you hear me?" jin spoke up again. "why are your eyes so swollen? are you ok buddy? me and the boys are worried about you and as the oldest of us all i'm here to check on you. i know how stressful all of this is for you." i wanted to say something but i just couldn't all i could do was run back to that nasty toilet and throw up once again.

jin quickly ran after me and rubbed my back.

"jimin? is something bothering you that i don't know about?" the tears fell from my eyes and i leaned back into jin's arms.

"if i tell you something can you promise me this won't go anywhere? please i'm begging you jin!" jin looked at me with sad eyes.

"of course what's wrong?" i sighed i was so scared to even bring this up to him. afraid of how he'd react. i took a deep breath before speaking.

"i've been avoiding everyone because..." when i tell you i was so afraid to say anything i was.

"go on." he said rubbing my shoulder.

"i........i got raped." the lump in my throat made it hard for me to form those words properly. jin took his arm from around me and turned me around to face him.

"repeat that again." he said. his eyes were now very concerned.

"jin some guy raped me four days ago in the shower." i started to sob i couldn't hold back anymore cries. "i'm so scared to face him again he said he'd kill me if i told anyone." jin was quiet for about two minutes straight. "he said something about doing this to you guys too so please watch your backs."

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!" jin yelled scaring me a little.

"jin please be quiet about this!"

"who did it? who was it? i swear i'm going to kill him!" he was pacing around the room now and he punched the wall making his knuckles bleed.

"jin please calm down!" i didn't want anyone to hear our conversation.

"some guy raped you and you think i'm going to just lay low about this? you must be out of your mother fucking mind. that's beyond sick and disgusting for someone to even think about raping someone. i'll detach his limbs i put that on everything i love. whoever did this is going to have a rude awakening." i couldn't calm jin down and honestly i've never seen him this angry but he needed to calm down before someone hears him.

"jin please calm down! for the safety of our friends, for the safety of me. please calm down." i held on to jin and i slowly got his jittery body to calm down. he gave me a tight hug and cried on me.

"i'm so sorry you went through that i can't even imagine. i am disgusted." he comfort me and it felt nice to be comfort.

"don't worry jimin i'll make sure you'll never endure that ever again."

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(gia)

i was calling the police station and i've been talking to them about bringing the truth to the court; it was taking a lot longer for them to answer me. they had so much papers to fill out. i spent these past weeks gathering all the evidence i could. i was going to get them out whether it's hard or not. these people needed to hear the truth.

i told my mom everything and she was so devastated at first that i lied to her about what happened but after awhile she started helping me with this court stuff.

"you know it's going to be hard speaking up about this." my mom assured me.

"yeah i know but what's done needs to be done. all i care about is helping my boyfriend and his friends."

"you're boyfriends one bad mamajama." she joked. "i wasn't expecting him to be a criminal but i see you guys love each other."

"he did it to save me mom."

"i know."

"i'm nervous for this mom." my hands were shaking.

"you'll do great just say the truth. your boyfriend and his friends will be there in the court room sitting right behind you."

"but what if they say they still find them guilty?"

"we won't let that happen. we'll do everything we can to prove them not guilty."

in two days the court was supposed to let me testify and speak on the experience i went through. i've never had to do this ever so i was extremely nervous. my best friend, hobi, and my mom were all going to be there supporting me as i spoke to the judge. i wasn't going to let a single detail go unsaid.

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