Love At First Sight

🖤Dont go to sleep💖

TW: slight mention of cutting. Mention of what happened to Remys mom

(Emile's POV)

(Before I start yes you read that right it is Emile's POV and yes he is still in a coma)

I wake up in a room it's not my bed room so I'm utterly confused I feel a hand holding my own and look over to see a boy with dark almost black hair piercings for days and a few tattoos he has heterochromia a beautiful violet shade and brown the boy stands up "Emile!you're awake!"

"Who are you and where am I?"then my vision went black

(Remys POV)

I want him to wake up now I can't stand this....his parents sigh and look at me "Remy we have to go back home we'll come back every day until he wakes up"

"What if he doesn't wake up?! I-I can't! What if he wakes up while we're not here? I can't leave him..." his parents sigh

"Remy we know how much you care about Emile but we really do have to go I promise you we can come back as soon as we all wake up tomorrow" I nod a bit and hesitantly get up his parents walk out of the room tears fall down my face I kiss his forehead and walk out of the room following his parents to their car

"Remy dear we know you're probably not handling this well so I think you should go and rest while we tell the others what happened" Rose said in the most calm voice she could manage I could tell she was about to cry I mean it's her son

"Alright"I say quietly not really feeling like saying anything else or arguing by saying I'm fine cause I'm obviously not fine we got to the car and I got in the back seat and put my seatbelt on I pulled my knees to my chest crying silently

"I'm so so so sorry..."I said quietly

"Remy honey you did nothing wrong you can't control what another reckless driver did this was not at all your fault" I nodded a bit and we where silent the rest of the way home when we got inside everyone looked at me and I instantly went up the stairs to Emile's Room hugging one of his many stuffed animals after a while patton came upstairs and hugged me tightly I lay there kind of stiff for a moment

"I'm so sorry that happened Remy"

"It's alright" I said hugging patton back

"Do you wanna talk to anyone else or do you wanna be alone"

"I wanna talk to virgil"

Correction I need to talk to Virgil him and Emile are the only ones who I can talk to so I don't cut "Alright kiddo"

Patton left the room and Virgil walked up the stairs and into the room "hey Emo how you holding up"

"Not good at all..."

"I'm sorry Remy that shits gotta be tough"

"Yeah no shit"I said and looked at Virgil "sorry I just I lost my mom and I can't lose Emile the day after..."

"They said he's fine didn't they"

"Virgil he won't fucking Remember me at all!! He won't even remember telling his parents that he's gay!! And to make matters worse I get to hear about my mother fucking killing her self!! So he may be fine but that doesn't make it hurt any less" Virgil sighed a bit

"I know Remy and I'm sorry I really am"

"I just... I just need to rest"

"I'm staying here until you sleep I can't risk you cutting again"I nod a bit and close my eyes pretending to sleep Virgil pokes my sides a few times when I don't do anything he gets up and leaves I open my eyes and get up going to the bathroom and taking the sharp blades from my bag i shakily drag the blade across my skin a few times with tears rolling down my face

Emile would be disappointed one cut

Virgil's gonna be mad that I lied two cuts

Emile won't remember me three cuts

I promised Emile I wouldn't four cuts

I'm alone five cuts

I put the blade down and wash my shaking arm off looking around Emile's bathroom for a first aid kit I find one and wrap my arm up I pull the sleeves of my hoodie down and go back to the bed actually falling asleep this time