♕𝕡𝕒𝕪𝕥𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕠𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕖𝕚𝕖𝕣♕

★⋆y͜͡o͜͡u͜͡ g͜͡e͜͡t͜͡ i͜͡n͜͡ a͜͡ f͜͡i͜͡g͜͡h͜͡t͜͡ p͜t͜͡. 7͜͡⋆★

⇜✩⋆✭☽♧☾✭⋆✩⇝

𝚢/𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

i was currently sitting around a bonfire with payton and chase, on the backyard patio, we were just sitting all together vibin to some music and looking at the city and stars. 

"i'm gonna go use the bathroom" 
chase said and got up.

"ok" 
i said and he went inside the house, a good minute went by when payton finally spoke up.

"i miss this" 
he said, i teared up a little.

"yeah, i do too"
 i said, and looked at him and he looked at me.

"what happened?" 
he asked tearing up a little too and furrowing his eyebrows.

"things just didn't work out"
 i said as my voice cracked.

"yeah" 
he said, as the song 'if the world was ending' played in the background.

"i still love you, you know that right?"
 he asked me with his eyes glossy.

"yeah"
 i said as a tear rolled down my cheek. 

"do you still love me?" 

do i? not a day goes by without me thinking about him and the memories we had. every time i go to the mall, or some place special to me with jacob, i think about payton. he hurt me,  he really did, but not enough for me to stop loving him, i know he didn't mean what he said. i miss him, but i don't know if i still love him 

i was hesitating on answering.

"ye-"
 i was interrupted by chase, tony, ondre, and alex all running out of the house coughing. payton and i both turned around and saw smoke coming from the kitchen, alex was recording and had a really bright light with his big as camera. this mf always be vlogging like he's david dobrik or some shit. i roll my eyes and stand up with payton.

"what the hell happened?" 
i asked.

"well, kouver tried to make cookies, and she forgot to start the timeer, so those cookies have been in there for almost an hour." 
alex said while laughing.

"hm" 
i looked at my phone and saw that it was 11:00.

"shit, i have to go, see y'all later"
i said, and ran to my car. 

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jacob was probably worried, but he hasn't called or texted, he might still be playing video games and not have realized what time it was. when i got home i expected jacob to be in the living room but he wasn't in there so i figured he was asleep. i was walking upstairs to our room and saw his clothes scattered on the floor, and a bra? it was mine it was too small to be mine. then when i got closer to our room there were another girls clothes. i opened the door and saw jacob asleep, and his girl best friend walking out of our bathroom in his mf shirt.