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After the first day and the first tormenting night post summer holidays, i went to school sleep deprived and scared. I didn't text her i didn't have my breakfast properly, i pretended to be fine i left for school, the fact turning out that i hide everything pretty well, the day was harsh and i was anxious, my brain was screaming and my body was crying i had body cramps as it was after a long time i had lost sleep, the day went as slow as possible even a snail could surpass its pace. I didn't let anything come to the surface i even tried to enjoy with my friends just to run out of my thoughts but all in vain. Then eventually after an eternity of torment and the lifetimes of wait the school was finally over but in a very long time i just wanted to go home. I wanted to go in my room and sit in a corner and cry my heart out and i just wanted to shout, it was another tormentous ride before i could reach my home so i had to hold myself together. I reached home and ran to my room crawled up in a corner curled in a ball and tried to cry but i don't know what had rendered my tear gland dry, i felt like my body was constantly choking my soul. I was running out of breath and tried to shout my pain but that too in vain. My words choked my pain, my thoughts suddenly went plain. My brain lost cognition and i could not process anything and suddenly i realised this is pointless and rose, burdened though i was i put on my smile i got the sudden surge of power and i held the leash of my pain. I freshened up just to realise my parents had been back for quite some time.