Our Little Secret- Karamel

Chapter 12

ALEX POV

As Im fighting for my sisters life, I start to realize that there isn't anything I could do for her. I couldn't stop thinking about how I had failed her so badly. Everything is numb, blurry, I dont know how to react.

I see Johnn at the other side of the bed still trying to encourage me to continue fighting for Kara's life. I know he has faith in me, but the look on his face only revealed pain as he was loosing one of her daughters. And if I told you the truth if Kara died, he could consider me gone to.

"Alex, ALEX, common, please, keep fighting for her, she needs you more now than ever. And those twins, please Alex they deserve to get a chance at life." - Johnn said to me while I was grabing my sisters lifeless arm in my hands.

"Johnn, I don't know what else to do, I've tried everything in my power to help her. I ....I... I wish I could do more, but I can't Johnn I don't know how" - I said while tears where streaming down my face as I was slightly loosing hope.

At the corner of my eye I could see Mon-El sitting of the corner of the room completely shocked. He kept grabbing his head and rocking his body as if this was al just a bad dream. Tears are running down his face, his expressionless face haunts me as I still don't know what to do with Kara.

And as I feel myself begging to get more anxious by seeing Kara's lifeless body. Winn comes lunging forward to me, and he stands right next to Johnn.

"Alex, Alex, listen to me, you need to calm down, everything will be alright, Kara always comes back to us, and this time she has another reason to come back" he tells me while he turns his head to look over at her bumb.

"Winn, I...I....I don't know what to do, I owe this to Kara, to bring her back, but I just don't know what to do" I say as I completely fall apart.

"Alex, look at me, you've done everything you can, you've done nothing more than helping Kara, and you've done nothing wrong. This is up to Kara now, she has to come back, and she will, this time its up to her"

I don't know how managed to remain si calm during all this, everyone in that room was falling apart to seeing supergirl gone but him. Winn has always been such a good friend to Kara, and I know that deep down he is praying for his best friend to come thru and get past this.

A thousand thoughts are running through my mind at this point. But I cant deal it.

"COMMON KARA, PLEASE COME BACK, I NEED YOU, IVE ALWAYS NEEDED YOU. YOU HAVE TO COME BACK" I start to scream at the top of my lungs.

And with that I could feel my anger bottling up inside me, and as soon as I know it, I started to let of steam.

"AFTER EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN TROUGH, AFTER EVERYTHING YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH, THIS ISNT FAIR, WHY!!! YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, AND AFTER EVERYTHING ELSE I THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD FINALLY MAKE THINGS BETTER."
"Why you Kara, why you?" Is the last thing I say as I am crying over my sister.

But then I hear the machine start beeping again.

HEYYY GUYSSS IM SOOO SOOO SORRY THAT I HAVENT UPLOADED IN SUCH A LONGGGG TIME, I REALLY DO FEEL GUILTY. BUT I PROMISE TO TRY AND UPLOAD AS SOON AS OFTEN AS I CAN TO CATCH UP WITH EVERYTHING.

TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT!!