Chapter 13

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"When things are difficult, I try to remind myself that giving up won't improve the situation."
― Fuad Alakbarov

This chapter is dedicated to someone I really look up to, a wonderful writer who is also so kind. @F3th3rA - check out her book. The Art of her. Its a great read and a really good book.

They say that fear cuts deeper than a sword, that hope is the only thing that is stronger than fear

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They say that fear cuts deeper than a sword, that hope is the only thing that is stronger than fear.

Where does that leave me? Betrayal is defined as the breaking of someone's trust. Quite honestly, it's much deeper than just that. It feels like a knife has been taken and stubbed in my heart. Over and over.

Katy was my friend since I could remember, goddess, she was one of my best friends. Never in a million years, would I have suspected her to be such a person, a hunter. Fuck, I did not even know she knew about 'our world'. Let alone be able to torture someone.

Thinking about her, made my heart feel like it's left up in the air. Vulnerable, Useless.

I suddenly felt a pull within me, like someone was waking me up, drawing my soul back to my body. You know that expression of bringing something back to life? That's how it feels.

I've been alone, I don't know for how long, but Ella was the only one by my side. I don't know how long we have been in this darkness. It was consuming me, in a dark hurricane of nothing.

Memories of my life flashed before my eyes, from the first time I met Nicola, until the very last moment I could remember, Alexander, saving me. I felt like a floating blob of nothing. Like air was taken from my body, squeezing the life out of me. Waiting for the last drip of sanity to leave my mind. 

Then I felt whole.

Complete and I knew I was back, back within myself. My eyes flashed open, the bright light in the room burned my eyes and I closed them again, trying to readjust my sight, from darkness to light. 

I should be happy than I am back? Shouldn't I? But no... I was not. I was only afraid, alone, and consumed by the memories of my past. Memories that haunted me in the darkness. I've hidden everything so well, I've worked fucken years on myself, and now its all back. 

He is still out there, along with his wife.

After trying to conceal my feelings and being quite good at it, I snapped out of my daydream. I looked around the room, I could smell them, my 'mate' and Lily. Still, I was, I am alone.

It took me a while to focus on my surroundings. I was surrounded by machines, beeping away like its the norm. Well for a machine it must be normal.

I don't know why, but I wanted to just leave. Leave this place. I was scared. I have not thought about my parents' abuse in years. Even though some of it happened weeks ago? I always tried to forget it, I just pretended that it did not happen. Never giving in to the sure torture and hell.

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