Songs book

When am i blind?

When i first started, my primary school,

Everything was new, first.

Under the sun, when my face burns,

İ just laughed at me. You know, i was different when i was a kid...

Time passed very quickly,

Secondary school times. We grew up, even though we're still kids.

Minutes accelerated, time exceeded  itself. İ never got used to it.

Now i'm sixteen, but...

(İ have never grown. İ would just watch it, in a corner.)
(You don't know it, i was quite alone. İ raised myself.)
(While you're playing, laughing. You believed i was blind.)
(Lie, when am i blind?)

The best part of that time, i was not a ghost.

İ wish i was still like that now.

Time doesn't regress, on the contrary it accelerates day by day.

All i can do is just watch and wait. Hopelessly.

/İ know, we were children. Everything was nonsense, it came and went./

/İ couldn't forget, no matter how hard i tried./

/Even if i miss it, it doesn't come those beautiful days./

/But you don't come too... Or are you blind like me?/

/Thanks anyway, for my past.../