Why//kiribaku

Oh no, another depressing back story

(okay my bois. Dis chapter gonna be sad. Once again u have been warned)

Kirishima POV
I went to school. It was hard to focus all day. I felt depressed and worthless still. I couldn't save Bakugo and my damn parents didn't help that fact that I felt bad about it. I sat alone at lunch. I didn't want to bother people with my problems. After school I ran up to my room and shut the door.

  Before I went up there I found a knife. Surprisingly nobody noticed. I sat on the floor, thinking about whether I should cut or not. I was about to make the first cut on my arm when the door opened. It was Denki, Mina and Sero. We all stared at each other. Mina pulled me into a hug. "Kirishima, please don't do that ever again!" She said. "You too go get Aizawa over here, I'll stay with Kirishima!" Mina said.

"I'm sorry." I said. "I'm just a useless person." At this point we were both crying.

Aizawa POV
I was sitting in the common room when I saw Sero and Kaminari. "Mr. Aizawa!" Kaminari said. "What is it?" I asked kind of annoyed. "Kirishima was about to cut himself, so he's probably really depressed!" He said. The three of us ran upstairs to Kirishima's room. I saw Ashido comforting Kirishima.

"Mr. Aizawa, it's not what you think. I promise!" He shouted while crying. I pulled the red haired boy into a hug. "It's just that I couldn't even save my boyfriend! He had to get brain surgery and it's my fault!" He shouted. "Kirishima, he's going to be okay. And it wasn't your fault." I replied.

It seemed more was bothering him though. "Kirishima, do you want to talk about anything else that's bothering you?" I asked. "Nothing else is bothering me! I wanna be alone!" He said. I didn't really trust him alone. "Okay, but I'll have Kaminari stay with you, so you don't attempt anything stupid." I said.

Kirishima POV
Does he not trust me alone? Of course not, I mess everything up. Mr. Aizawa, Mina and Sero left and it was just me and Denki. He looked at the knife on the floor, he picked it up and threw it away. "Promise me you won't do that again?" He asked. "Fine." I said. "Kiri, please tell me what's wrong. I just wanna know so I can help you!" He begged. "Because I went through severe depression when I was in middle school." He said.

Best Boi Denki POV
"My boyfriend got beat up by some homophobic guy. It was bad enough for him to need brain surgery. He went to the park where he was because he wasn't aloud to see me because of his parents. I told him I'd always protect him, and I broke my promise. Even worse, when I went to visit him, I saw my abusive parents. They found out I'm gay and they hate me even more. They tried beating me up, but I went into Bakugo's hospital room. It's my fault everything happened!" He said. "Kirishima, don't worry about your parents, they don't deserve an amazing son like you!" I said. "You're only saying that to make me feel better!" He shouted. How do I convince him I'm being honest. "Kirishima! You gotta stop lying to yourself!" I said.

At the beginning of middle school, I had trouble with reading and math. It was hard to understand it. Also it was hard to focus. My parents took me to a psychiatrist, and I got diagnosed with dyslexia and adhd. That year I had moved to a different city and I knew nobody at my school.

The first day at that school the teacher made me read something in front of the class. I couldn't. Most of the letters were backwards. After embarrassing myself in front of the class I sat down and the kid next to me passed me a note.

'Why are you retarded?' the note read. I started getting more notes passed to me. 'Imagine having to wait nine months, only to have an idiot be born!' 'Nobody likes you.' 'Just die already. Nobody would even care, actually they'd be happier!' Tears filled my eyes. Maybe they were right. After school, I ran home. "Hi, Denki, how was your first day?" My mom asked. "Mom? Would you be happier if I died?" I asked. "No! Who said that!" My mom said concerned. "Nobody, just wondering. I said as I went up to my room."

I found a razor blade in the bathroom. That's when I started cutting. It was a bad habit, but it felt good. I never attempted suicide, but I cut myself for three years. I stopped once I got into UA. The best hero school in Japan.

Kirishima POV
Denki told me about his life in middle school. I hugged him. We were both crying. Then, we played Mario Kart together. Mr. Aizawa made him spend the night with me, so I don't do anything stupid. So he slept on the floor and I slept on my bed. Tommorow evening, Bakugo gets discharged from the hospital. But I wouldn't be able to see him because of his parents. Hopefully nothing happens to him.

(Sorry these newer chapters are short. This one is 870 words not including the notes)