It's hard to swallow pill
Rejection
The fact that somebody doesn't like you back
But facts are and my gut says that i am taken for granted. Its not like he doesn't like me at all but he isn't into me as I am into him. He has a way with words ai think. And that's completely okay too. We are but strangers and we don't know each other at all. And my expectations towards him is what is wrong.
Well I mostly follow what my gut says and it said yes just jump into it. I did. It wasn't the time for it but I couldn't help myself. But in that process my gut also said girl this is not the time for this. You need to play it safe. There are hints that i keep ignoring but it was fun and i chose not to.
Now what does this mean?
Does this mean I should completely sabotage the potential we might have?
Or shall i just go with the flow and see what happens?
It is about balance. Don't built walls but also don't jump the wall itself. I need patience and faith in yourself.
Don't lose yourself in this process.
Maybe find new things.
At the end this is an experimental phase.
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So you will always learn new things and learn from your old mistakes. And discover new things and have fun. Build a strong character.
And love yourself
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The Arastu Diaries pt. 2
Non-FictionI CHANGED MY MIND; DON'T READ THIS!! Who would even want to read this anyway? This is a legit ass diary of my life And I am not sure if I should publish this Too personal. I just like the idea that people can read this but I don't want them to.
