THE INTIMIDATING & HIS IMPECCABLE - Billionaire Love

Chapter - 38

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I knew my fears were making me weak, but I didn't want to show weakness in front of him and make him worry about me. Placing the spaghetti Bolognese and fries I set the table and waited for him. My thoughts still kept me worried.

''Sunshine'' his voice brought me back to reality

''Wait let me serve you dinner''

''that's okay, sit, I can do it myself''

We ate in absolute silence and I could feel his gaze on me every now and then, while I bent my head down and just let the food in.

''Why are you so calm?''

''nothing. I am just hungry''

''You are worried about my travel right?''

I looked at him and the brave face I was putting up to hide my worries just unmasked, tears formed in my eyes and threatened to roll down.

''Come here'' he spoke in a smooth silky voice.

I nodded No as I don't want to go near him and snuggle anymore, I was upset.

''Tiara'' once again his intimidating voice and my original name played from his lips.

''I .. I don't want to come." I looked at him  unwillingly and continued "What? Can't I sit here and have my dinner in peace'' I voiced faintly

''Fine, if you won't I would come to you'' he stood and took steps towards me

''Raymond, I want to be alone. I , I don't want to talk anything now''

''and if I say No'' he leaned towards me and put his both hands on the table while speaking

''but why?''

''because I can't see you worried. I hate seeing you cry and getting scared or worried''

His words touched me. They were not romantic or cheesy, but they held all the care that he felt for me. I looked at him and as my tears rolled out I stood up and hugged him

''Please don't cry. I will be back in couple of weeks. I promise.''

''I am scared Raymond'' my voice cracked while speaking.

He pulled me from his embrace and handed me a glass of water. After I drank, he wiped my tears with the pad of his thumb and took me to the couch in living room.

''Now tell me why are you so scared?''

''Whenever someone left me or whenever I left someone they left me forever'' I bent my head as I spoke not really wanting to say all these while looking at him

"look at me'' he said while pulling me into his lap.

''is it very important that you go? Can't you deal by staying in London?''

''If I could I wouldn't go, you know that''

''But''

''I understand your fears , but you need to be strong. I am not going to leave you forever, it's just couple of weeks''

''will you promise me on that?''

''I promise sunshine, I will not leave you until you ask me to leave you'' I smiled and felt relaxed with his words.

We stayed silent and were enjoying the cosiness. I would miss this feeling for two weeks, I again felt sad, but I knew this was important to him and I didn't want to make things difficult for him. Taking a deep breath I composed myself. As I was about to get up, he didn't let me, instead looked at me intently. His eyes turned a shade darker and his lips a bit apart. His jaw clenched as he took a gulp. His looks invoked a heat inside me and involuntarily, I ran my fingers over his face starting from his forehead, as if to memorise his every feature. He didn't move or showed he had an effect, while I continued to linger my fingers around his stubble and was bringing them towards his lips. I wanted to kiss him and I could feel he too wanted to do the same. Before I could touch his lips with my fingers, he leaned towards me touching my forehead with his. His hands cupping my face, eyes closed, as our breaths met he whispered against my lips in his husky voice

''what are you doing to me Sunshine?''

A jolt hit inside me as I got up and ran towards my room, my heartbeat raced faster than normal and my cheeks heated up, my breath uneven and I was smiling thinking what I was going to do.

"He didn't even touch me as i did to him, but he was invoking all the feelings which I never knew existed in me. Yet, he was asking me what I was doing to him. Raymond you are making me fall for you deeper and deeper. How to convey you, what I feel for you. At this moment all I want you to do is kiss me, kiss me senselessly.''

I mentally smacked myself for having all this not so good thoughts and in the process I didn't observe Raymond was at the door. I looked at him and the urge to kiss him came back.

He took steps towards me and made me stand up, tugging a strand behind my ear, he whispered

''I am sorry for what is going to happen now''

Before I could ask or say anything, he cupped my face and leaning ,  crashed his lips against mine. His lips lazily lingered around mine while my hand travelled through his hair. He held my waist and pulled me closer as he started sucking my upper lip. I couldn't put on any control and took his lower lip. Seeing me respond he deepened the kiss. He pinched my waist and as I opened my lips he slid his tongue and I left a moan. What started with softness turned into demanding and later on wild as we both fought for dominance. We didn't realise for how much time we kissed but parted when we ran out of oxygen.

''Sunshine I....''

Before Raymond could say anything I cut him off, I didn't want to listen that he regretted his action because I knew I wanted this as much as he wanted and to be very honest I felt ecstatic.

''thank you'' I said blushing and he was surprised and smiled pulling me into his arms, he kissed my hair and rubbed my back

''thank you to you too.''

''this was my first kiss and am glad I gave it to you''

''same here'' he said pulling me much closer

I quickly parted from him and as I looked being surprised I asked

''You didn't kiss anyone till now''

''why are you so surprised, I am not into any flings. I had no girlfriends or affairs. Who will I kiss then?''

''that implies'' I blushed not saying anything else

''that implies my wife is my first ever serious girlfriend who stole my first kiss like I stole hers". He winked at me making me blush.

''I always wanted to enjoy the phases of life, falling in love with someone, become girlfriend to the one whom I loved, date for a period of time and then get married to the same person whom I gave my heart to. And Now I suppose the order is jumbled. I got married and now I am a girlfriend to whom I have fallen for''

''Sunshine, get back to sleep, tomorrow I am taking you somewhere and after we return, you can help me in packing.'' He spoke while checking me out

I nodded and secretly wished he stays back in my room. But I didn't want to portray myself as desperate, we have just started our journey and I wanted this travel of our togetherness steady.

As he left, I changed into oversized shirt and a pair of shorts and laid back on bed. What a day it was

"He called me his first ever serious girlfriend who stole his first kiss''