My Master, My Husband (BOOK 1)

Chapter 36- The weak and victim.

Some things are meant to be hidden, some secrets that don't harm anyone but could be seen as scandalous and unacceptable.

However the existence of those pictures are threatening the reveal of our little harmless secret, that is not really a secret if you ask me. It is obvious how my behavior changes drastically when I address Axel, even in public I'm already accustomed to call him Sir or Mr. Davidson. I rarely call him Axel nowadays and if I do it's maybe because I'm mad at him.

A lot of things could happen if those photos are leaked, one of those could be me being more sexualized than I already am. Another one could be me being seen as a weak victim of Axel's abuse, all possible scenarios could end up really bad, mainly for me, since I'm the one naked and you couldn't even tell the man was Axel. Anyhow, I'm not actually preoccupied for the dilvulgation of our private life, everyone has their kinks. I'm worried about how my colleagues, employees and clients will see me, will they think I'm not strong enough to be their leader? Also... naked! I'm always so terrified to send nudes to Axel via social media because I don't trust the internet at all and I'm afraid a picture of my pussy might end up being in the hands of some freak somewhere. I'm always so cautious about this! Then some lunatic probably climbs on the trees outside our bedroom's window and takes those stupid pictures! Agh! I told Axel we should've gotten some very thick not see through curtains...

Lastly but not less important, I could send Dylan to jail, of course I can. He's threatening to publish material that I never consented on, I don't know much about it, however I know that's for sure illegal and I wouldn't doubt to threaten him with jail like I did with my father. I was just telling this to Axel as we entered the bedroom that was now his office. I told him everything about Dylan's reasoning and he completely agreed with me, that's too low even for a McMillan. Yes, I have threatened a lot of people with their private information, but never with nudes! That's a line I'll never cross.

He tried to be serene, but his anger was bigger than his efforts. I knew he was furious at everything in general, including me, but he kept his hostility towards me on the lower levels. He sat on his very comfy leather chair and I sat on the armchars across his desk, I felt safe here with the desk in between us. I felt that he could snap at any moment and bend me over the desk if I went any closer.

My senses were recovering, my anger was vanishing and worry came instead, also it was unbelievably ridiculous, my own unknown brother...

"I texted Anderson, he has a friend that could help us." Axel spoke with a very audible hint of irritation. Right, Anderson goes to Law school at the moment, he should have really good lawyer friends. But then we'll have to tell them everything and even show them the photos! I can't let that happen.
"That's... Hmm, great I suppose. But I'll just fixed it myself, no need to get anyone involved." I realized that I can't send him to jail without showing the proof, gosh. Then I'll just threaten him with jail, and if still he does it in the end, then there'll be jail I suppose,  I hope that doesn't happen.
"Oh. So you changed your mind now? After I texted Anderson, really?" He sounded annoyed as heck, it wasn't my intention, I just don't want anyone to see those pictures, wait... the photographer already saw them and even worse, he has seen it all!

"It's not-- I... I just..." My fear has become true, my mind starts panicking. Stop! Calm down Amelia, count to three, one, two, fuck. I flinched when I felt a hand fall on my left hand, I had been unconsciously squeezing tightly the arms of the chair, I didn't noticed when Axel stood up and walked around the desk to place himself in front of me. He pulled my hand and made me stand, only for him to sit where I was sitting then he pulled me to sit on his lap.

He gently stroked my hair and the panic left my body.
"Everything is going to be okay kitten." Those words... they made me bury my face on his chest, I'll never get enough of him calling me kitten, it gets my soft side.
"You're a very strong woman, I know you'll get through this even if those things are leaked, and you'll make Dylan pay for everything."